I am so tired. I need a day off. But Emilee hasn't been too keen on giving me one and I, wanting to get that promotion so badly, have not and will not complain.

My muscles are aching, my head is throbbing from all the auditing and my spirit has been crushed, but I can almost taste that promotion. Yeah. I said I want to stay a cashier, but now I don't... because I want to buy a car! And with every cent increased in my rate, I get one cent closer to my car.

Look at Kitten's dream car.

But then again, while I'm writing this, I'm wondering whether a car is worth all the trouble. It is, as you know, just a car. And maybe being more than a cashier means putting my dreams of college and professional life on hold... Isn't that the reason why I said no to the Queens offer in the first place? Rarr.

Bwisit kasi si Joey eh. Binigay pa kasi sa'kin yung flip-through nung Civic. Nainlove tuloy ako. Rallye red is my new favorite color. Lol.

But in all fairness, the 2007 Civic Si Coupe is a perfect match for me. Sabi nga ni Joey, "It's almost like the car was made for you. It's sporty, it's classy and it's sassy. It's everything you would have been if you were a car."

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Bagong picture ni Candy. :) Hehe. Cute cute. Tomboy eh! Lol. Kaya mahal na mahal ko siya eh. Lol.



Don't ask me how she did it. Hindi ko rin alam. Basta ang galing. Tapos ang funny. Tapos... *sigh* Ewan.

Yesterday, we were so happy because homosexual marriages finally have the same rights as heterosexual ones here in New Jersey. Yep. So we were celebrating (just because it was a good thing in general) and I wanted her to pass by the store. So I was working, that was around 4 I think, when my phone starts to vibrate and I'm like Who's this? And I look at my phone and it's her. I go Hey baby. What's up? And she goes I can't pass by the store anymore. My bus came. and I just say Okay then. Bye. I then close my register so that I can give Mai her fund and I can go home. Sooobrang nalungkot ako. I've been so busy lately that this was supposed to be our time together.

I went straight to the office and counted Mai's change fund. I was all alone in the office and I couldn't leave my sales so I hollered for Mary. I told her to tell Mai that I already have the change fund. And Mary was like I think you should take that to Mai. She's really busy. and I go I can't leave the office. The week's sales are in here. and she goes Okay. Have it your way.

After a couple of minutes, Ray comes into the office and tells me to take Mai's fund to the counter and I do. I make the turn to the counter... and there she was, beaming at me. It was sooo sweet, you don't even know. You can't know.

I looked at her. No words were coming to me. She smiled this amazing smile and said to me I lied. My heart just melted. God.

I... I. I don't know. She's just... ewan. Ang bobo na ang sweet na ewan. Nakakatanga.

Tell me again, is it possible to be this in love?

Labels: feelings, love, thoughts

kitten posted @ 11:13 AM