I took out a wad of singles from my backpack [Sidebar: I am only realizing now how incredibly ungirly I am. Anyway.] and handed it to him. I wanted them counted.

At first, he made jokes about it. I, being the sport that I am, made jokes about it too. And then he said "You're not single."

I looked at him. I had no idea what he expected me to say. My eyebrows furrowed and, I guess, he knew I was lost. He then said, "You're not single. You just have singles."

I knew and I didn't know what he was trying to say. And this incredible silence wrapped itself around us. But it was not an uncomfortable kind of silence. It was more of a deep breath before a wonderful, well-deserved plunge.

<3

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kitten posted @ 4:03 PM |



I wish I weren't as fragile and terribly insecure as I was. For both our sakes.

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kitten posted @ 5:45 PM |



I leaned in closer. He was going to show me a list of universal truths on his iPhone.

"There's no such thing! Knowledge can never be absolute," I said.

"But there are absolute truths. I'll show you."

"There are no such things," I insisted.

And what follows happened so fast that I didn't know what to say. He looked at me, smiled and said "God, you're so beautiful."

Thanks. You make me beautiful. :)

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kitten posted @ 9:08 PM |



1. We watched a one and a half hour movie for two and a half hours.
2. He tried to psychoanalyze me. [It was futile, but very fun to watch.]
3. He proved that I am a goofball first by contradiction and then by induction. [Sorry, nerdy stuff.]
4. Kicked rocks.
5. He studied the ambigram I made of his name. Blew his mind off.
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n. Everything.

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:)

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kitten posted @ 12:33 AM |



He took my hand and said, "Look in any direction."

My hands were cold, he could feel them, I knew. "Okay, now what?" I asked.

"Imagine that you can see all the way into infinity," he said.

"Okay."

"That would mean that right now, you're looking at a star." He looked at me, waited for what I would say.

I closed my eyes and said "That is absolutely beautiful."

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He said the last thing I am is harmless.

Where'd that come from?!

Haha. Ha.

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kitten posted @ 10:24 PM |



For some reason, some of the music that I listen to are classified under Christian rock. Not that I mind, especially since Christian rock is really good. What I do mind is that listening to some of the songs that actually contain praise make me miss the passionate Christian life.

I wish I could have that innocence back. I wish I could feel the strength of the Supreme Being the way I used to. I wish I could close my eyes, raise my arms in praise and just know that it is all for something.

I would give up everything I have gained for that one thing I have lost.

[Ash Wednesday. Could this be a sign?]

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kitten posted @ 7:33 PM |



I intend to do really well in my Discrete Structures class because you are in it.

Brainies trump beauties everytime. :)

The world is great.

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kitten posted @ 7:48 PM |