It's a good thing my body is cooperating. You would have heard the thump-thumping of my heart and seen the blood rushing to my face if it were against me. That would have been enough to let you know that I like you and perhaps, like you like you...

The question is: Do I really?

You make me smile a lot. A lot. And of that much I am sure. Even your name has that effect on me! And your smile warms my h<3art. I feel like hugging myself because I don't know how someone like you can possible exist in a world like mine. The mere thought of you is enough to melt the miseries in my life.

I thank you, for you have given my life color, if you have not given life itself back to me.

PS Marame pa akong ginawa today, pero... *sigh* eto lang ang highlight. :)
kitten posted @ 7:25 AM |



For some reason I am happy today. I have been consistently unhappy that I seem to need a reason for being happy. I guess, when it's time to be happy, it's time to be happy. :)

I feel like a love fool. In the famous lyrics of The Cardigans:

Love me, love me, say that you love me
Fool me, fool me, go on and fool me...
I don't care about anything but you...

*sigh*

I am honestly making a fool out of myself coz there is absolutely no chance that this will be what I hope it'll be, but whattheheck right? It's not everyday that a girl finds someone who deserves her every breath. :)

*sidebar* The words Good night, moonlight. Mwah. have never felt so good to hear until you said it. And then I shake myself back to reality. This is not what I think it is, is it? I didn't think so...

See? I told you I'm making a fool out of myself.

Today, I uncelebrate the fourth year of my most memorable walk under the rain... It was the day I fell deeply in love with someone I thought I would spend my entire life with. But I lost that person, and every bit of hope of getting back together was lost too... It was my fault, I admit... If only I could be given another chance. And maybe, just maybe, I...
kitten posted @ 9:04 AM |



*sigh* Can I just say na super hirap ayusin ng peste kong monitor? Aba'y mag-iisang oras na akong nagpupukpok [Yes, di-pukpok na ang dakila kong monitor. :)] para umayos ang display eh ayaw. Pero matapos ng maraming pananakot [na hindi ko naman alam kung umiipekto] ay umayos narin sha. *sigh* Sobrang excited ko pa naman mag-blog tapos ganito. Tsk, tsk, tsk.

Today was one of the best days I've had since Tuesday [I really have to specify the day because a super significant event happened then.]. It was fun. And it was great.

Morning: I was too early for PE so I decided to let a couple of trains pass by first. When the number of people had significantly decreased, I got on and it was relatively un-crowded. :) Yeah boi! :) My stop was at Pedro Gil Station today coz today is PE day. When I got off, I realised that I didn't know where the PE classes were held. Well, I did know building, but I didn't know exactly where. I had to ask my blockmates [Thanks Princess and Joyce1! :)] where it was. Nyaha. Funny! :)

Aerobics was as fun as... as fun as soccer! :) I didn't get as tired as I did when I played soccer [which was like 2 years ago! :)] but I had so much fun. The people were so hyper-active - literally. :) And it's kinda tae-bo and pilates inspired, so it wasn't very difficult for me. :) It was one heck of a cardio work-out! :)

Mid-day: After I got tired and everythang [Ay! Biglang naging bading! :)] I ate lunch with Rhoda. :) Super laugh trip! :) I didn't know how much I missed her [She was sick for a couple of days... :( ] until I had time to talk to her again. :) We made fun of the puppets she made, ourselves [or me. :P] and basically everything else. :)

After we got back from lunch, I did Mian and Jen's nails. :) Nyaha. :) Iba talaga kapag ako ang nagset ng trend. :P Joke.:)] And I think the people thought I was kinda making the school a salon. :) Well, why not? :P

History was a blast! :) I've never had a better class! :) And NatSci was very entertaining. :) Princess had a game, Joyce1 gave a brief lecture, and Rhoda did a puppet show. :) Don't you wish you were in my class? :)

Post-class: Laugh trip and semi-brainstorming event with Madz, James and Nathan. :) Waha. :) Tomorrow is gonna be the big day for our commercial in Comm. :) Yeah boi. :)

.::unrelated::.

I'm very happy. :) Things happened today that have made my depressed-streak end. :) *sigh*

*sings* You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You never noticed how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away...

Details:

• *toot* was super kulet nung nakita ko sha in PE class. [I thought PE niya kapag Thursdays. :) Bagong motivation para pumasok! :)]


• I got the sunshine song [I mean, I got the song stuck in my head because of...] *toot*. Nyaha. :) The song even has a dance step! :) Funny! :) And *toot* does the Sunshine song and dance number whenever I seem down. :) Kulet talaga. :)


• *toot* pinched my cheeks! :) Waha. :) Not once, not twice... Guess how many times *toot* pinched my cheeks? Secret. :) I love it pa naman when people do that to me. :) Waha.


• *toot* gave me this "prosperity chicken" that I've been dying to have. :) Actually, it's not much. It's just a free toy from BK. :) But it was really cute.:) Paano ba naman?! Sabi niya may ibibigay daw sha sa'kin pero nahihiya sha. Ngek. Dapat di na lang niya sa'kin sinabi na may ibibigay siya para di ako nakyuryus. Dahil sinabi niya, kinulit ko sha na ibigay sa'kin. Kaya lang di niya binigay... Tapos when Rhoda and I were eating, *toot* gave it to me na... Sabi ko pa "Ano to?" Ang bobo ko talaga. :P Tas sabi niya, "Diba gusto mo niyan?" *headdesk* Tapos super na-overwhelm ako. :) Nikiss ko sha! :-O Wait! Don't major on minor things! LOL.


• *toot* is always paying attention... Aww, pagod na si Kitten... Aww, sad na si Kitten... Aww, giniginaw na si Kitten... *sigh* You are my sunshine, my only sunshine...

I think *toot* knows. Or can tell. Or something... Nahihiya na tuloy ako... :(
kitten posted @ 7:53 AM |



Ha! I have outdone myself!

My nails are due. The nail polish needs to be changed. Not that it's alredy peeled and stuff, but... wearing the same color for a week's kinda... dragging.

I woke up 5.30 in the morning. No, not to do my nails. To go online, update my blog [coz i failed to do it last night due to some *sniff* circumstances. :)] and other stuff you can't do when other people are awake. >:) [Evil is in the mind. :)]

*rummage through nail polish collection* I couldn't find acetone! Mehn. Super annoying. *rummage through everything else* Blah.

HQ: What's your assessment of the situation?
Scout: We're low on supplies.

How the heck was I supposed to change the color now? Don't get me wrong, I'm usually not very particular [Yeah, right. Tss. :)] about my nails... but... well, it has become something my blockmates and I look forward to. What can I say? My nails look good in color. :)

Out of desperation, I decided to do the unthinkable. Papatungan ko na lang yung dati. :) Di naman nila malalaman diba? :D

*rummage through nail polish collection* And there it was... something dark enough to conceal the old nail polish I can't remove. I start putting it on and... Voila! My nails are now metallic blue. Yeah!

I honestly don't know what it was that came over me, but I felt the need to make flowers... :) Shet, anu ba ito? I'm sooooo gay. :)

I needed to practice first. :) I don't put flowers coz I don't know how so I had to figure out how to do it first. :) Guess where I practised? Nyah! My hand! Ew. :P It was good and so I decided to put flowers.

Ask me what color the flowers were! Argh. Purple with white centers! Nyahaha. :) Metallic blue base, purple flowers with white centers. Wow. Bagay. *mark sarcasm in tone*

But anyway, super nanghinayang ako sa ginawa kong "masterpiece" kaya hindi ko na tinanggal. Besides, I can't remove nail polish, remember! I'm out of acetone. Blah.

*sniff* I'm sick. Ew. I hate it when I'm sick. Pero okay lang. Kung hindi ako nagpakabasa kahapon sa ulan, di ko malalaman na concerned sa'kin si *toot*. :) Mejo sacrificial na ewan, pati sa side nya, kasi nagpabasa rin sha sa ulan... :( Hoo, if I know, tinitingnan lang niya kung concerned din ako. :P

PS Diba sa hand ako nagpractice? Hindi ko rin yung matanggal kasi kelangan acetone din ang ipangtanggal. Musta naman ito?! Meron akong flower sa magkabilang kamay! :)

PPS Waah. Nagmamaktol ako. Secret ko na kung bakit. :)

PPPS First day ng PE bukas, oh yeah! :)
kitten posted @ 5:22 AM |



I'm sooo tired. And frustrated.

I woke up early yesterday to go online for a couple of hours and study ahead for our coming Histo exam [Kelangan magbagong buhay na. Kahit subok lang. LOL. Di na ata pwede yun papasok tas hindi nag-aaral.]. I did neither. O db? Although I managed to squiggle some lines for my first ever Histo reviewer, it is so not what I planned.

Mid-day I got dressed to go to school. Not school-school. Music school. I'm finishing this year! Yey.=P Too bad I hardly got anything from going there today. I literally just sat around and felt useless. I found myself wishing I had brought my Histo book so that I'd have something productive to do with my time.

Afternoon: Went to Ia's partay. Great place. Great food. Great people. But I was texting the whole time... :(

Night time til early morning: I was texting. Blah. And to think I didn't like the person I was texting...

My best friend's courting this girl from St. Scholastica's College. I think my best friend said a lot about me and she got... ahem, jealous. Nyak! Best friend nga eh! Tas pinagseselosan. They literally had a fight. :(

If that wasn't bad enough, there was a girl who was texting me. Said she was a Kulasa [people from St. Scho] din and friend daw sha ng best ko. So text naman ako sa kanya diba? It seemed like she was texting me so that she could find out who I really was and tell my best friend's [soon-to-be] girl. Blah.

I found out a little later that she was not "investigating" for the girl. She wanted to text me all on her own. Tas sabi pa sa best friend ko eh sweet daw ako? Ah, shusme! Wala naman akong sinasabi sakanyang kahit ano! Pinagsasagot ko lang yung mga tanong niya sa'kin. Anong sweet dun?! [Di naman ako galit nito? LOL.] Muntik na tuloy magselos ang best. :(

Stayed up din kasi I was texting mybest friend. Kung baga, ako ang script writer niya. [Wait, diba ghost writer and tawag dapat? :)] Nag-aamok kasi ang walang-hiyang babae niya. Hmph. Kung ganyan sha tigil-tigilan niya ang best ko ah! Baka gusto niyang masaktan.>:) Joke lang. :)

This is the frustrating part: I wanted to see someone today. As in I wanted to see that person talaga. Kung baga, I have my breath held for so long tas siya yung magiging release ko... Pero wala. Di kami nagkita. :( Langya yan oh.

Pero okay lang. At least tinetext niya ako. Tska... nipagalitan niya ako kasi nabasa ako ng ulan. Parang tanga, nabasa rin naman sha ng ulan! Nyaha. Pero nagpabasa lang siya kasi nabasa daw ako. :) Di naman ako kinikilig nito? :) Tas pinaligo ko sha kasi nga nabasa ng ulan tas sabi niya ayaw niya. Tas... ang fickle! Biglang naligo na. :) Sabi ko daw kasi eh. :) Pero pinatulog na niya ako after nun text niya na un. Pagod daw kasi ako. :) uber sweetness. :) Kung alam lang niya, nakapag-pahinga ako dahil sa kaniya. :) Yuck, baduuuuy. :)

I am down with the colds. Nyaha. Nagpaka-basa kasi sa ulan. :) Even if I got home drenched, literally!, I enjoyed the time I spent under the rain. :)

It's like you have to hold on to something because it feels like your whole body is about to float away...

Plugs
Diane: Sure! Just lemme know when you guys are free then we can meet up. :)
Gaby: Yup. New layout. :) Productive boredom. :)
Pam S: Third year IP is really the best! :) Hope to see you guys real soon. :)
kitten posted @ 6:44 PM |



The usual words that flowed within me seemed to have left the moment... *sigh* I don't want to have to say it. But in the words of Bamboo...

Masaya by Bamboo
Ako'y malungkot na naman
Amoy chico na ako
Ilang tagay na, hindi pa rin tulog
Tanong ko lang sa langit
Kung bakit pumangit

Ang dating masaya
Ngayo'y panay problema
Bumabalot sa mundo
Bakit ganito...

Ang pag-ibig, ganyan talaga
'Pag bago pa ang pag-ibig
Ganyan talaga, masaya

Pagkagising ko
Nakita ko si Juan
Na siyang adik sa aming lugar
Parang droga daw ang bisa
Na ginamit nya kanina
Sa una lang daw masarap

Ang pag-ibig, ganyan talaga
Ako'y nilamon ng pag-ibig
Ganyan talaga, masaya

PS God has given me a new reason to smile... Masamang tumanggi sa grasya! LOL.
kitten posted @ 12:26 AM |



You asked me if I was mad at you. Tss.

I am not mad. I cannot be mad at you. I just don't want you to get the impression that I'm your friend. I am not your friend, and I do not want to be your friend for obvious reasons.

Why am I making things hard for you?

Because you don't want to love me anymore. Plain and simple. And if you feel that it is impossible not to love me, I will give you every reason possible to hate me. I will make your life a living nightmare that you will turn away from me on your own.

Do I hate you?

Nah. I'm just as indifferent towards you as I am indifferent towards, hmm, just about everyone else in the world. Indifference, after all, is the opposite of love. You were the one who taught me that.

How long will I keep this up?

Until you get tired of putting up with me.

Why?

Coz I can't believe I lost you - again. And because you have done nothing. And because you pretend not to know what I want, when I have told you explicitly what I want. And because this is my way of letting you go...

PS I love you in the most radical way possible. I really love you...
kitten posted @ 7:16 AM |



If death is a life without you, then I am dead.
I will wait for you to come back to me
Because the entirety of me wants nothing else but life...
With you.

PS To the love of my life: I love you. I am sorry. I thank you. I will continue to love you with all my mind and heart and soul because they were made for just that...
kitten posted @ 6:53 AM |



Before I went to UPM, I have already spoken to some students from the same school. They struck me as pessimists and their words have never affected my high hopes - until today... Langya talaga ang araw na ito.

I woke up earlier than planned because my blockmate told me we had OrSem [O db? Akala niyo sa ADMU lang may OrSem! Kami rin ano! LOL.], 8am @ the Little Theater. Today is also a special day because my favorite teacher is celebrating his birthday today. Kaya ba minarapat ko na magbihis ng maayos ngayon. Ibig ko sabihin eh magbihis babaeng-babae: aqua shirt, nice jeans and the pair of slingbacks I've been dying to wear. Before I left the house, I gave myself four [yes, four.=P] good looks in four [yes, four.=P] different mirrors and decided that for the first time in three weeks, I looked... decent.

Kung hindi ba naman at minamalas ako dahil sa LRT2 eh walang upuan. Hooray. *mark sarcasm in my tone* But I thought it was a little okay. After all, I needed time to get used to my new slingbacks.=P Baba ako ng Recto, lakad papunta ng D.Jose kung saan sasakay ako ng LRT1 naman. Time check: 7.30am.

I stood on the platform waiting for the train. *Enter first coach* The train was too crowded and though I [and the twenty other enthusiastic women] tried to squueze ourselves in, there was no point in trying. *Exit first coach* *Enter second coach* Same thing. Tough luck. *Exit second coach* Time check: 7.45am. Shitness, I was thinking "I have to get to school na." I decided to get on the next train no matter what. NO MATTER WHAT.

*Enter third coach* Still a little too crowded, but hey, I needed to get to school. So I literally wedged myself into the train. [I think when people say no matter what they don't really mean it. I say what I mean. LOL.] Lemme tell you, super sikip. As in hell. So I couldn't do anything but mumble "Shet, Lord. Shet, Lord. [repeat as necessary]" and pray that they all get off at the next station, Carriedo. Come Carriedo station, I was eager to let the passengers get... *Shove* *stumble, stumble, stumble* F*ck. I was pushed off the goddamn train. And I couldn't believe it! I was even at the female area! Ang init na ng ulo ko ng mga panahon na ito. Langya yan. Itulak ba daw ang ultimate goddess of everything! LOL. I was desperate [and I mean desperate] to get back on the train *Shove* *Almost fell into the space between the platform and the train*T*ngina. May humabol pa! As if getting shoved once wasn't bad enough. Pagkatapos ng pagdurusa ko, eh nakapasok na ako sa may looban. [Thank you, Lord!] I couldn't do anything but mumble "T*ngina niyo. [repeat as desired]"

Skip na natin yung mula 8am-12nn tutal wala namang nangyari gaano. Ayon nga sa Histo prof namen, no history means no bad news.=P

Lunch time na! Yahoo! I was hungry as hell and I wanted to get back all the energy I lost from all the stumbling, shoving and cursing I've been doing. We walked to KFC and stuff. Pag-upo ko sabi ba naman nung ka-block ko eh absent daw kame sa PE! ANO DAW?! Paano ako magiging absent kung malinaw namang sinabing excused ang lahat ng freshmen ng CAS sa classes dahil may OrSem?! Yun pala eh merong isang *argh* taong walang malasakit sa kapwa na pumasok sa PE. Lahat tuloy ng mga may PE that day ay absent. Isipin mo iyun, isa lang ang pumasok, lahat kame nagdusa na. Wow. My day couldn't possibly get worse. Or could it?

Pagkatapos kong mabanas dahil sa balitang absent daw ako sa PE, kinain ko na ang tanghalian ko. Biglang may Histo daw! Ha? Eh diba hanggang hapon yung OrSem? Pff. Tsk. Time check: 12.50pm. Shit! 1pm ang class ko ng Histo!

*Running to GAB105 sequence* Malas. Naka-heels pa naman ako.=( Hindi ko na kinaya. Bahala na silang tumakbo. Masakit na ang paa ko.=( *Enter Guard* "Ay... Iniwan si ma'am..." I appreciate his sympathy, but he could have at least made it sound as if he meant it. Then... Late ang dakilang prof. Pff. Figures. *shakes head in disbelief*

Pag-uwi ko naman sa bahay, sinalubong ako ng pagtaas ng pamasahe. Yahoo. How in the world will I save now? Eat air? Walk to school? *sigh*

Pero there's this one thing that made me smile. While I was waiting for a jeep in Katip, there was a lady holding a baby in her arms. Nung una di ko pinapansin. Mamaya-maya, nginingitian na ako ng baby. *smiles* Ang sarap ng feeling. Babies are truly, truly heaven sent.

Random thoughts/Lessons learned:

• The Philippines will never progress unless the people learn how to respect other people's immediate needs. By immediate needs I mean the people's need to get off and on the train properly, or get a decent seat in the jeepney or skip PE class because the upper-classmen said so. People are so selfish. I wonder how they'd like to experience all the evil in the world in just one day...


• If ever get elected president of this country, I will mandate [talagang mandate ang ginamit kong word sa sobrang banas ko. LOL.] that all children between ages 7-13 get 10 units of values formation every year. Tama pala yung sinasabi ng matatanda: Scenario when you're growing old? First, you lose your manners in one go. Then you lose everything else in small quantities at a time. [Sana yung manners na lang yung onti-onting nawawala...]


• Survival of the fittest. Need I say more?


• Huwag nang magsusuot ng heels...EVER! UPM is not ready for them. Maybe if you're from DLSU or ADMU you can wear heels, but not if you're in UPM. Or do, but at your own risk.


• Wala akong naachieve sa pagrereklamo ko. What's done is done.=P

PS Look out for my new layout! Pag di na ako bad mood, iloload ko na.=P
kitten posted @ 8:12 AM |



Today, after two days of school, I have finally found the time to blog. I haven't been so busy, actually. But the travel and hustle and bustle of the city gets to you, I guess. Because of that I have quite a number of stories to write [err, type].

1. The Story of the Asshole Who Wouldn't Close His Legs
Yesterday, I was on board a small jeepney yesterday. Of course, I was tired and didn't mind getting on [anything to get me home ASAP!] especially because the jeepney was empty when I got on. Now, after a couple of kilometers, the jeepney was full. Unbelievably, the jeepney driver insisted on letting the propective passengers get on even if there was already hardly any elbow space. There was a lady and an old man who squeezed themselves into the empty seat [Seat - Singular!] beside me. I did my best to give them as much room as I could and they were able to settle down. Ang problema, ako naman ang naipit. Langya. The man beside me occupied one and a half seats with his legs opened like. Shit. Like a bitch in heat. Argh. And I was trying to make him feel that I was uncomfortable but no! He still wouldn't close his cursed legs. Damn men for having something in between their legs that they can't squeeze! Buti na lang talaga at hindi hanggang sa terminal yung ale tsaka yung matandang lalaki, kung hindi ay namatay-matay na ako sa... ewan!

2.The Drunk Man in the LRT2 Station
The sun was way up in the sky then and the guy was drunk. I could smell alcohol even if I was meters away. To tell you honestly, I was scared to death, especially because he stood behind me while waiting for the next train. I wanted to walk away, but I figured that the drunk guy shouldn't get my seat and walking away might upset him. The last thing I want is a drunk man shouting who thinks he's bulletproof [Kasi diba when they're drunk and angry they say 'O sige, tingnan ko lang kung tatamaan mo ako niyang baril mo. Di mo ako matatamaan!']. It was a good thing that when I picked a seat, it was quite a distance from him.

3. The OSY Who Finally Decided to Go to School
I still haven't confirmed this [kung baga eh hindi ko pa nakikita ang proof of registration nya.=P] but I think and hope it's true. My friend has finally decided to go to school after three years of stopping. I am happy. I am very happy, because it's what I've always wanted for him. I'm happy coz I trust that God won't let him go astray anymore. I'm happy because his school is walking distance from mine.=P [Talk about hidden agenda.=P] His news [He was the one who texted me and told me he was back in school. He was probably looking for someone to go to school with. LOL. Date na ito. LOL.] was the one thing that made my day. Sigh. God moves in mysterious ways.=P

4. Masaya Palang Magpicture-picture
Matagal-tagal narin kameng may digicam, pero ngayon ko lang naenjoy ito.=P wala, un lang un. The End. LOL.

5. The History Professor
Honestly, from the first time my mom and I set eyes on that Mr. Carganilla guy we knew he has "suspicious activities". We suspected he was a member of the NPA [as a matter of fact, we still do.=P], but we don't know that for sure yet. Yesterday when he came to History class, he handed out purple and green, single sheet readings that struck me as lecture stuff. Aba'y nung tiningnan ko, mga pang-nationalista ang laman! Now don't get me wrong, I have nothing against nationalists. As a matter of fact, I would like to think of myself as their ally. Kaya lang... I feel... unsafe. Yun lang. Kasi... sigh. Basta.

6. Heaven Day
Juzmio, ayoko na ng ganito. Hindi nanaman kami pinasukan ng magaling naming prof sa Maths at SocSci. Langya. Malala pa, skwater ang dating namen nung Maths dahil sarado yung room na dapat ginagamit namin at literal na nakahambalang kame sa daan. Di naman kasi malaki ang Rizal Hall diba? And this one brings home the trophy: Wala pa palang naka-assign na prof sa block namen para "magturo" ng Maths. Lintek ah. Algeb lang yun. Self-study na lang namin, paki bigay na lang yung syllabus. Maaabutan na kame ng prelims [actually di ko alam kung may prelims] eh wala pang binibigay na aralin. Alangan namang aralin namin lahat ng meron sa Algeb noh? Baliw! LOL. At langya, ang prof namin sa SocSci eh namatayan daw. Talino naman. Condolences ha? Pero sana man lang iniwanan niya yung syllabus at required references niya at nang sa ganun eh makapag-aral na ako! Hindi pupwede sa'kin ang tatamad-tamad ah! Baka gusto niyang bigyan ko sha ng 5.0! LOL. Then again, at least nakapag-Rob nanaman ako. Whoo yeah! Sarap mag-Rob. Ang lamig. Nyahaha.

7. Pagod ka ba?
Kanina pauwi ako, nakasakay ko sa dyip yung kapitbahay kong Atenista, na pinaga-Ateneo ako. Ayun. Anung unang sinabi sa'kin ni Jaypee? "Pagod?" Shitness. It must be showing in my face. I assume he wouldn't ask if otherwise. La lang.

Wala na ata akong maikwento. At least wala ng may kwenta. Nyahaha. Ayun.
kitten posted @ 7:30 AM |



6.18am

I woke up a little too early considering the fact that my classes don't start til 1.30pm. I'm still a bit sleepy but I decided to shake it off with what I consider to be my exercise - blogging. LOL.

I tried getting back to sleep but I can't coz I had this very bad dream. Unfortunately, I'm one of those people who forget their dreams the moment they wake up. All I know is it's so bad I can't and don't want to go back to sleep.

-=Change topic=-
I was thinking about my dream of becoming a politician while I was speaking to a friend yesterday I realised this: Having a major in Political Science is not the way I want to do it.

Don't get me wrong. It seems very fun, but I feel that my strengths as a person and student will not be used in this course. And whenever I look at the list of subjects that I'll be taking in our course, I feel sad coz I want to see subjects that are... but... sigh. I don't know. I feel that my heart is not in this course. [Naku po, ngayon pa ako nagdalawang isip. Sana nagdalawang isip na lang ako nung tinanong ako nung lady na tumawag dito from UP na tinatanong ako kung okay na yung PolSci. Sigh.] Don't ask me where my heart is. I don't think I can tell you. Seems the only thing I like about this course is that I'll be taking 14 units of Economics, which ain't half bad. Kamusta na kaya yung mga friends ko sa ibang UP?

7.00am

I'm upset, but I don't really know why. Then again, I think I do. I just don't want to have to write it down and admit it.
kitten posted @ 7:13 PM |



United Nations World Food Programme

Fight Hunger - Walk the World!

WHEN: June 19, 2005, Sunday @ 7am
WHERE: Quirino Grand Stand
WHY: Because you can help end world hunger.

PS We walk everyday, and on Sunday, we can walk for a cause other than our own.
kitten posted @ 8:51 AM |



Dahil sa kakulangan ko ng panahon na busisain ang mga bagay eh kinapi-peyst ko na lang ang dati kong template. Nyaha. Di naman mashado. Shempre may mga tinanggal din ako. But anyway, this is all I can make with everything that we're doing. Or rather, NOT doing.=P

Believe it or not, this is the second time our professors in Maths and SocSci refused to show up during our class. Considering the fact that they probably won't give lectures anyway, I think it's okay for them not to show up. But I'm ranting - literally - because they might not show up til the final exams. Nyak!Eh ni yung sakop nga ng aralin ay hindi nila naibibigay pa! But I think right now, it's okay. My blockamtes are having a blast (going to RP and doing all sorts of stuff). *wide grin* Wag lang sana na biglang magpa-finals ng kung anu mang hindi namin mahuhulaan. LOL. Take note: Mahuhulaan.=P

Sigh. Nothing else to write at the moment.=P
kitten posted @ 8:04 AM |



Yehes. *wide grin* after what seemed like forever, I am back to my old blogging ways. To those who are wondering why I have "disappeared" from the blogging scene, well, it had something to do with a broken modem and an even more broken cpu. Needless to say, hindi ako makapag-internet. But all is well now. *wide grin*

Wow. I feel that I have ot written so many things! Like the fact that school has already started for us. And that it has been great. Love my blockmates, love the school.=P I guess the only thing I hate about it is that people are saying it aint good enough for education. Well, okay na kaya. I keep telling people that it's not as bad as they think. It's actually quite decent. Pero siguro dahel maraming galing sa private school, they're expecting a lot from their new school.

Siguro nakakainis din yung fact na walang dumarating na prof sa mga klase ko. So parang pumapasok ako para tumambay sa mall.=P pero okay naren. I can at least hang with my new friends.=P

Hmm... I will revamp this blog! I promise! God... nakakamiss pala talaga mag-blog.=P

PS Hi sa lahat ng sumusubaybay sa blog ko!=P
kitten posted @ 7:11 AM |