Oh God. No words can express how happy I am right now. I just got the greatest gift any student can ever, ever receive - good grades.

I'm more than satisfied. I am absolutely ecstatic and, more than anything, relieved. I was afraid that taking up Discrete Structures was a mistake (which, after more than one quiz, I actually thought was true.); it would just jeopardize my happy GPA. Also, when I did the math for my Psych 101, it came out as a 89.52, which is a B+. I guess Annette (my TA) fought for me so I could get an A. SWEET.

Ah, life is good. Life is so fucking good.

Thanks to the Supreme Being. Thanks to my friends who kept me going. Thanks to my beloved Andy. Thanks everyone! :]

*sigh*

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kitten posted @ 10:09 PM |



In the cold of the theater,
I came closer.
His arm around me, hands everywhere,
Squeezing, kneading, needing.

Breath, warmth on my neck
Could it be a kiss?
Let it be a kiss -

"Because you exist, God exists.
You are my religion."

- One kiss.

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kitten posted @ 2:00 PM |



In the dark of the movie theater, he leaned in and whispered, "Because you exist, God exists. You are my religion."

It sent shivers down my spine. Then later, in the car, he said, "As one goes through life, from one relationship to the next, you hope that the next one will be better than the last. I can't imagine a more perfect relationship than what we have."

I think this is it. This is the real thing.

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kitten posted @ 10:16 PM |



I think one of the reasons I'm convinced that Andy and I will spend the rest of our lives together is he is committed to learning Filipino. It's an interesting experience because here's a guy who already speaks 3 languages (English, Farsi, and French, thank you very much.) and he's having such a hard time learning Filipino. But, as he would say, c'est bon!

We were at Starbucks today and I was trying to teach him the words masaya and malungkot. So far he can say stuff like Magandang umaga, mahal. and Mahal kita. and it's really cute. (He's such a darling, really.) And when I taught him the word masaya he got this look of concentration on his face.

He was trying to string words together!

I gave him a few seconds before I said, "You don't know enough words, babe."

He laughed and said, "You're right. I don't know enough words. But you know what I was going to say, right?"

"Maybe."

"I'm happy because you love me."

<3

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kitten posted @ 10:07 PM |