Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Weird.
The weirdest thing happened to me yesterday.
I was walking to work. I just came from the library. In my hand I held my flask of coffee, which I had been having since before I left the house.
If you don't know, I have to tell you that I take my coffee black as night and sweet as sin. No cream or milk. Just lots of coffee and lots of sugar.Anyway, at the lib I opened this horrible email and I was upset when I left. Now, while I was walking, I thought I'd have some of my coffee. I felt that I could really use it and when I took a sip, it was bitter as hell.
Bitter as hell.Unbelievable.
When I was at the library it was sweet as hell. Then all of a sudden it was bitter as hell.
Okay. Two things:
- Bitter is the kind of taste *she* left in my mouth.
For some reason, I think that's why the coffee was suddenly so bitter. I can't explain it. But yeah. Our relationship ended so abruptly that it couldn't have been anything but bitter... - Bitter equals me.
Sorry and so sue me, but it's the truth. I'm bitter. At least I was yesterday. I don't know if there's anything in psychology that can explain how my feelings affected my taste but that's that.
This. Everything. It's too poetic, too melancholic, and absolutely too dramatic even for me. I must be going out of my mind...
---------------Tell me to resist you and I promise to obey.---------------
She's too
outrageous for me... When I saw this picture I was... speechless. She could totally pull it off but... Well. I've always gone for the understated, but this is too far...
*sigh* Lord naman... Are you trying to be funny?
Labels: caffeine, feelings
kitten posted @ 10:24 AM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.Draw and paint.Learn how to play Sudoku.- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
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