Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Pag-ibig 101 and Others
Gusto kong iumpog ang ulo ko sa pader. 'Di nga. Gusto kong ihampas ng ihampas ang noo ko sa dingding hanggang sa madurog ito ng parang kamatis na bulok. Ayus.Angry?
No. Actually, I'm happy, very happy. So happy, in fact, that I think I shouldn't be happy at all. Weird. But then again I really am weird. So I guess this is normal.
---------------They say when you close your eyes, think about the one you like/love, and you find yourself smiling, that's how you know they like/love you back.
---------------I am competitive. I am obsessive. I am meticulous.
I am passionate.---------------"Personally, I thought you were doing a pretty good job... I don't think you should give up just yet..."
Hep-hep-hep.
This is not about work. Nuh-uh.
Para kaming kinder. Ang cute tapos ang kulit. Tapos ang gulo pero ang ayos din. Basta. Para ngang kinder.
Kanina ko pa tinititigan yung pictures niya. [Stalker, diba? Pero hindi. Kasi siya ang nagsend sa'kin ng pictures na yun. Feeling niya naman gusto ko ng pictures niya. Then again, gusto ko naman talaga ng pictures niya. Pero feeling parin. Di naman ako humingi eh. Hmp.] Anyway, ayun. Ang day-off ko ginagamit ko sa pagtitig sa pictures niya. Saya. *insert sarcasm here* Sali kayo. :)
Baby pa siya dito eh... Look at that duck. Lol
If there's anything important we have in common, it's the love of music from an early age. :) [Nung nakita ko yung piano niya, namiss ko yung piano ko. :( She has two pianos and one baby grand. Shit. Musta naman ang kainggitan natin diyan?]
God, I don't know why she likes this picture, but I respect her opinion. [Honestly, ang gulo ng buhok niya, ang pangit ng light, and
are those chairs I see lined up behind her?! What was she thinking giving me this picture?! Lol
Ayan.
The end.
---------------Will you fall in love with the perfect person? If he had the right kind of hair or the softest lips or the most amazing body body; if he always said the right things at the right time; if he held doors open for you and gave you his jacket when it's cold; if he read you poetry when you're sick and brought you flowers
just because; if he did well in school and still found time to volunteer; if he never missed a single day of Mass; if he sat through your chick flicks and handed you tissues when you started to cry; if he took care of the potted plant you gave him; if he called when he said he would and called even when he said he couldn't; if he walked you home everyday; if he listened to everything you said like they were the most important things he'd ever hear; if he loved you unconditionally, with all of himself and despite himself, would you love him too?
What if an imperfect person came along? The person treats you like crap; never wears the clothes you want him to wear; ignores you when you say you want the last slice of pizza. But
always holds your hair back when you throw up, because he knows how it is to be hung over;
never hesitates to tell you that you look fat, so that you don't have to go outside of the house looking like... *shivers*; calls you
Love because that's who you are to him; gets a tattoo but covers it up for you when you're somewhere dressy; doesn't listen to a thing you say
because he doesn't need to. Will you fall in love with him?
A lot of things about you bother me. But what can I say? There are just no words.
Labels: feelings, love, me
kitten posted @ 12:14 PM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.
- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.
- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
Draw and paint.
Learn how to play Sudoku.
- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
Credits
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