Monday, October 02, 2006
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If you found that one person for you but had to give something up, what would it be?
Apparently for me, nothing. Not even my hair spray.
I am
such a girl sometimes.
---------------It is not the pain that keeps us from going after what we want but the fear of it.
---------------Is it possible to fall so hard from so high and pick yourself up afterwards? Or is it more likely that you'll just make a mess of yourself and lose some of who you are in the end?
I am afraid of heights. Maybe it'll be better to just back away.
---------------I am a person of deadlines. I love deadlines. I don't know why. I just do.
So.
Deadline: October 16th, 2006.
Two months of tears and more tears. Maybe it's about time...
14 days from today, it'll all be over. Moment of truth, baby. Just thinking about it sets me free.
*sigh*
Maybe it'll work out. If it doesn't, at least the worst is over.
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I look at her and I think
God, I love her.Funny story. I was working yesterday and she walks in the room and I just find myself completely out of breath. Really. I was laughing and choking all at the same time!
And I haven't seen her in days and in front of all the customers, my boss, and everybody else, I couldn't stop myself from wrapping my arms around her, rubbing her back and saying
How I've missed you. And she smiles, strokes my hair and says
I have missed you too. She didn't even have to say anything, really. All I needed was for her to stand beside me while her perfume lingers in the air and my day would
instantly be fantastic.
But we had so much fun it was crazy. Work isn't supposed to be fun, but for some reason, it is when she's around.
Tell me, have you ever been this in love?
Unbelievably, I-can't-stop-smiling, the-pain-is-all-worth-it in love? If you have, tell me, will it last? Or will it go as fleetingly as it came?
I love having her stand beside me. I might not have her to myself all the time but the moments when I do make every tear I cry worth it.
God, I love her.
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kitten posted @ 12:58 PM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.Draw and paint.Learn how to play Sudoku.- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
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