Friday, November 18, 2005
Sick. Domeng!!! Unsent letter.
Me dakit ako. *sniff*
For days I have been dying for a smoke and God has given me an
eye-opener.
Last Tuesday, my asthma has finally caught up on me. Yipee. *mark sarcasm* And I feel
terrible.
Okay, God, You've made Your point. Can I get better now, please?So I've been trying to get as much rest as I can... I wanna get better. I hate being sick. But I'm still sick. The asthma's gone but it's left a trail of cough and mild fever behind it. *Flu alert* And on the weekend too! Darn.
---------------Shout out to my Lefty!!!
Marie Dominique Quilicot a.k.a. Doms
I miss you too... *Warning: This may sound like Doms and I are together.*
I've been thinking about you... It's very quiet here at home and I wish I had someone to just be here. And I've been thinking about how much fun we have when we're together. Gawd, I can't believe we've made so much memories together in such a short span of time. :)
Naisip ko pa, How come I miss Doms more than I miss Cat? I don't know, do you?
I realised I've taught you a lot of evil things. - Smoking. (According to Justin, Cigarette smoking is dangerous to your health. Remember?)
- I reactivated your lesbian tendencies. I'm really sorry about that.
- Rocklets. Need I say more?
But we're still friends. Gaano man ako ka-B.I.
Remember the time sa ym when you figured out that I liked *toot*. Wow. Remember the time you were crying because of my blog? Remember the time we stalked Kevs dun sa bilihan ng water? Remember when we shared mini donuts and sago't gulaman because we were both broke? LOL.
I miss you Domeng!!! I wouldn't write it up here in my blog if I didn't... I wish I could talk to you... It seems when I'm online, you're not. Hope to catch you one of these days. :)
Domeng!!!---------------Unsent Letter No. I've lost countDear Sunshine,
I'm trying my best not to think about you. I've been making progress too. Being without you has been working for me better than I expected.
What made it so difficult was thinking about all the fabulous times we had each other... I mean... Why did we have to have such good times? A part of me wishes we didn't. Then I wouldn't have such a hard time forgetting you.
Do you remember the time we were walking under the rain, sharing the same umbrella? I saw you smiling and asked you why. You said
Wala lang. And I didn't dare argue. After a while, you looked at me and said
Ikaw? Bakit nakangiti ka? I dunno. I guess you just have that effect on me... You make me smile - a lot.
I miss you...
Moonlight
kitten posted @ 10:11 AM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.
- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.
- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
Draw and paint.
Learn how to play Sudoku.
- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
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