*sigh*

I came to school Tuesday to reserve my slot for this term. People were asking me whether I'd still be enrolling for the term and all I could do was shrug my shoulders and say "No." I don't know why my dad wanted me to reserve that slot. I mean, what'd be the point right?

Anyway, it was good to see my friends again!

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And I appreciated every hug and every smile... praying hard that it wouldn't be the last...

I was tired when I got home. I was dead tired. But it was worth every ounce of energy I had because

1. I got to see Pam Q before she left for the States. We got to talk for a while and we semi-promised we'll see each other in New York. :)
2. I got to see my Sunshine. *sigh*

Then again, I was sad when I got home.

I mean, while I didn't have anything to do here at home, I was kinda psyching up myself to let my Sunshine go. I mean, I should, right? But I forgot all of that yesterday. I forgot because I never meant it. I'm not ready to stop loving yet.

All it took was a text message, a glimpse of that wonderful hair, and the sight of the warmest smile in the world and I forgot everything... *sigh*

Love sick parin ako.

What's funny is that we didn't even spend time together. As in wala talaga. Doms was even telling me Himas-himasin mo na siya... LOL. Langya, ginawang santo! But I know what she meant. Right now, every minute is precious...

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Today is the first day of classes for my dear old blockmates and I must say I wish I were there to share it with them... I was texting some of my blockmates a while ago and, god, I envied them.

They played Shake-Shake-Shampoo a while ago. Doms was telling me about it. I wish I were there...that was my game they were playing! Alas, I am here at home, soaking in whatever Shakespeare I can find.

Gusto ko pumasok sa school!

Is that so wrong? *cries*

And my best friend thinks it's her fault I'm not going to school anymore. Of course, you could have caused this to happen earlier but it would have happened anyway. So, don't blame yourself, alright? You're still my best friend. *hug*

I don't want to go to sleep. And I don't want to wake up tomorrow realising that my day won't be spent in school. Someone kill me.

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How many Filipinos leave the country to look for a better life everyday? If you find out, lemme know.

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This is my tribute to Pam Q.

If there's one person the Philippines should miss, it's Pam Q.

She was my blockmate (Pwede ko gamitin yung term na yun, right? Block naman tayo eh.) back in high school and she was my schoolmate later on in UPM. She's very smart. She makes a lot of sense and she has a good sense of humor. You will learn a lot from talking to her. I know I have. She's a writer, just like me, only she took it a level higher because she doesn't only keep a blog, she used to be part of our high schoo paper. Wow. She's leaderly. Very. Class president. Blockhead. What's next, Pam? :) She's passionate. Whatever it is she's doing, she gives it her best. I guess that's why she's so good in everything. She's everything that a Miriam student should be and she deserves better than what this country can give her.

Pam Q, I'll miss you. We'll all miss you.

The Philippines has says goodbye to another great mind (a terrible loss, mind you), but the rest of the world welcomes her.

I love you PamQ. *hug*
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Curious, bakit ka nagsosorry?

Ia, bilhan mo ako ng prepaid na internet at lagi ako magi-internet para sa'yo. LOL.

Cara, sorry naputol ung pag-uusap natin kanina. Panira ang Sun. Mamatay na ang Sun. Joke lang. Masaya ang Sun. LOL. Miss na kita, promise! May landline ka ba? Tawag ka dito sa bahay! :)

Roxanne, sorry I haven't been going online. It's kinda hard to explain... But if you have anything to say to me, you can leave your messages here. The people don't mind, anyway. :) I hope you're doing alright. I miss you too. :)
kitten posted @ 9:22 AM