Friday, October 07, 2005
i'll never get over you getting over me (because that's the song that's playing on the radio)
I have three days. I can use those days to
- Study Calculus and Statistics because we have an exam on Monday.
- Mope around feeling sorry for myself - for obvious reasons.
- Be the couch potato that I am.
Since I still have some sense left in me, I have decided to use that time to study. Yes, study. Whoopie.
To those who haven't learned I failed the last departmental exam in math. Well, not fail
fail, but you get what I mean, right?
Moving on...
Unfortunately, my brain has other plans. It conveniently chose today (of all days!) to go on holiday. Good for you, brain! I mean, you definitely need a holiday. I just wish you did it like three weeks from now or something! When my
bum ass doesn't need a friggin' brain to function coz it'll just be parked on the couch!
*sigh*
That felt good. :)
---------------I haven't been sleeping well - again.
So... I've been raiding my things for stuff (I think I've lost) and I've found more trash than stuff. Ew. The moment school's over I'm cleaning my room! :)
Of course by trash I don't mean the rotting pile I think you're picturing. By trash I mean stuff I no longer have any use for.
---------------Sabi ni Ia, kapag daw sinuswerte sa pag-ibig, umaalis.
Kaya daw ako aalis. Sinuwerte na daw ako sa pag-ibig.
Siya nga? Sinuwerte na nga kaya ako?
Sana nga...---------------I'm bored. Staying home is just terrible. I
need school.
---------------I caught around 3 hours of sleep a while ago and I had a dream.
I dreamt about HER. I dreamt about her and that guy she's with. And you know what happened? I talked to the guy and asked him to take care of her - for me.
Is this my
subconscious talking?
*shrugs* Whatever.
kitten posted @ 3:17 AM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.
- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.
- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
Draw and paint.
Learn how to play Sudoku.
- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
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