Yesterday, I was supposed to blog, but I forgot! Wah. Anyway, here are the things that happened yesterday.

Memorable train ride
Yesterday, there were more people in the D.Jose station than usual. Add the fact I was late and poof! You get me, stuck in the station. Ten trains have passed and I still stood there. Dammit, I could smell the people na nga eh. :( I decided that I would get on the next train no matter what. (Eto nanaman po tayo sa mga walang katapusang no matter what ko na ito.) And so I did.

I literally squeezed myself into the train. Minus the heat and the crowd, okay naman. It's just that once you get off the train you look like hell ten times over.

Funny, that's exactly how I looked when I got off. Even funnier *mark sarcasm*, Mr.Close-up smile was there. Fuckness.

Why in the world does he always have to be around when I'm at my worst? :( I was praying like Don't notice me. Please don't notice me. But, whattheheck, he said Hi Kitten. *flashes award-winning smile* I literally felt like I would die. :( Shit naman. Shempre ako si smile ever sabay Hi. sabay wave. :)

Was there small talk? Of course! We talked about what station we got on. He said he gets on sa 5th Avenue station. I told him I got on sa D.Jose and he has that look on his face that says Poor you. while saying Diba maraming tao dun? Di ka ba nahihirapan sumakay? Fuckness. I told him, in my best paawa voice possible, na yes, it was hard to get on in D.Jose station, but not all the time. (Sabay cambio amp!)

He couldn't walk me all the way to my room though (DUH!) and we separated (I feel so sad using the word. LOL.) somewhere between their tambayan and ours. :)

Boys' Bathroom
After PE, we were waiting for our friends to finish freshening up. The girls' bathroom, btw, is conveniently located beside the boys' bathroom. Anyway, we were there standing around, and I swear I look like whatever coz it was after PE class. I had my back turned to the hallway and the someone says Hi Kitten. in an oh-so-lovely voice. I turn to see that it's him. My Earth's piece of heaven. <333

I wave back flash my goofy smile (Sabi ng friend ko ang goofy daw ng hitsura ko kapag nakikita ko sha). Damn. Small talk ulit. Tapos na PE niyo? I asked him. Uhm, oo. *flashes award-winning smile* Damn. Ang tanga ko. I could have asked him something, anything, but I had to ask the obvious. *headdesk* All I could do was smile again and nod my head.

He went into the bathroom. Damn. I was standing a mere wall from him!!! I swear, I wanted to run inside and just... Shit. Take a peek. LOL. *head desk* Anyway, my beloved gay friend, as if to rub it my face, went inside the bathroom and kept throwing glances at me. Argh. Pero in all fairness. He's maputi and makinis daw. *sigh* Earth's piece of heaven.<333

Before Histo
Call me desperate, call me stupid, call me whatever you want. That guy just makes my day when he flashes that smile of his. :)

So... I wanted to see him before Histo, since our classroom's right next to theirs anyway.

Nolan, Doms and I stood around for sooo long but he wouldn't pass by. We sat down and waited instead but he just wouldn't come. :(

I was getting upset *ngek* kasi I felt that we were waiting at the wrong place. I checked my watch and saw that it was only a couple of minutes before Histo. Damn. I told Nolan na we must have been waiting at the wrong place. So we got up and decided to walk inconspicuously in front of their room to see if he was there... *turn corner and...*

BAM!!!

He was there - almost inside the room. He saw me and said Hi Kitten. *flashes award-winning smile* I wave back. Damn. Ang galing ko talaga tumayming. LOL.

I was all hyped and everything. Jumping around and all. He walks past me again. *sigh* Ang gwapo niya talaga... :) Nagtututumalon nanaman ako. Then he walks back to their room na ulit and waves (the last one... :( ) at me. *sigh* *melts*

Today was a so-so day. Hmm. Ayun.

Comm Exam
Can I just say that I... *sigh* I didn't think she would give that kind of test. Wala lang. Parang... Ang tinest niya lang talaga ay yung kung anu ung mga tinuro niya. Ayun. Nakakapanibago.

Before Math
Wah. I was awaiting the descent of my earth's piece of heaven. Again... He wasn't coming. :(

I texted my friend, April, and asked whether they had class pa or something. She replies and says they were in the canteen. I pull Nolan and say Nolan, kunyari bibili ka ng tubig. Bibigyan kita ng pera, iyo na yung tubig. Makita ko lang siya... Ayan. O db? Ang desperado ko? LOL.

Anyway, Nolan agreed and we walked to the canteen. Funny and stupid, pero sa dinami-dami ng mabibilhan ng water eh dun pa talaga kami pumila sa may likod niya. LOL. Wah. Ang gwapo niya. Nolan says Magpapansin ka naman! And I go, Ayoko. I'm content breathing the same air he's breathing... *sigh* O db? Ang corny ko. LOL.

April them conviently says Kitten, magHi ka! in a not so soft voice and he turns and sees me, goofy look and all. Hi Kitten. *flashes award-winning smile* So we were standing in line. I was standing next to my earth's piece of heaven. Nolan and I were talking and he (Mr. Close-up) was done buying food. He starts to walk away and then.

Ay! Advanced Happy Birthday.

Fuckness. I almost died. I said thanks and flashed my warmest smile. :) Asked him how he found out that my birthday was coming up, but I didn't catch what he said... It doesn't matter. He knows it's my birthday and he greeted me. *melts*

Math
Eh basta. Takte. Di ko maintindihan kung bakit nagpapaapekto ako sa kanya, pero sha ang sumira sa magandang araw ko. :( Takte ka *toot*. Takte ka talaga.

I was so mad that I cried. I was so mad that I couldn't bear to be with anyone that I spent the whole lunch period alone. Scratch that. I spent the whole time with God sa PGH chapel.

I want to be indifferent, not angry. :(

Wag mo ako galitin... Tumitindi lang ang nararamdaman ko para sa'yo...
kitten posted @ 9:34 AM