Friday, November 11, 2005
Fix Me. The Weasel. Wanting Out.
Have you heard Coldplay's
Fix You?
It's the kind of song you want to make love to...
It's the kind of song you want to listen to when you're sad...
It's the kind of song that speaks to me...
Fix me.
Better yet, fix my life...
I'm
pretty sure there's nothing wrong with me.
---------------Matalino ang kapatid ko. Matagal ko nang alam yun pero kanina ko lang napatunayan...Turns out he knows I've been accessing the internet behind my parents' back.
He weaseled on me today. And for a good price too. How does a brand new digital camera sound like to you? Sounds like bribery to me.
So I'm upset. So I'm very upset. Now what?
Ugh.
I hate to think I've always covered for him when he needed me to, and he'd turn me in for a camera. Damn.
Note to self: Kill brother during free time.
---------------Hmm. People haven't removed me from their Block4 Sun list. I mean, technically I'm not part of Block4 anymore... So I kinda want out.
I mean... it just makes me feel bad, ya know? I get messages about school or the lack of it, and I just get reminded of how
bad my life is right now.
I want out. But then again...
I will always want in. Block4's my family... *hugforeveryone*
INCLUDING NOLAN!!! And I miss them all terribly...
kitten posted @ 4:57 AM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.Draw and paint.Learn how to play Sudoku.- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
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