I finished reading Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman today. Let me tell you, Gaiman is a genius. But I won't tell you the story. I don't like to spoil things like that.

I thought I wanted this. I thought I wanted a nice, normal life. I mean, maybe I am crazy. I mean maybe. But if this is all there is, then I don't want to be sane. You know?

Having read that from the book, I started to think about my life. Lately, my life has not been anything I've wanted. It's not in a million years what I wouldn've wanted. But what if what I wanted was given to me and then it turns out that I don't want it? (I think people like that are called fickle.=P) I think the problem with me, and maybe the rest of the world =P, is that I'm always discontent. Nothing is ever good enough for me, even when it really is. Even the statement "good enough for me" is wrong. Me. Me. Me. It's always about me and how I want to get what I want. OMG.

It wasn't until today that I started to think about how moving was really a good thing (though I still have doubts if it's good for me =P) for my family.

1. We could use the change. Everything in our life has turned into routine.
2. My mom can spend my grandma's remaining days (Okay, my grandma is still as strong as an ox, but I just don't know how to put it. *headdesk*) making up for lost time.
3. We can do some evangelization. Our relatives need to be evangelized.=P
4. And many more... (Sorry. I ran out of good things, but I figured there must be more. *shrugs*)

That having been said, I have decided to just go with the flow for once. I'm always the rogue-everything, and maybe, just this once, I'll try doing some good to my family. I love them eh.=P

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It's my brother's birthday today and I have never met anyone who abuses his birthday privileges as much as he does. Freak!=P Anyways, everything in this house has been done his way. He even gets extra TV turns (We have that in this house.=P It's a system we've devised so as to prevent remote and skull breakage.=P) and he gets to go out of the house as much as he wants. He even gets to pick the juice flavor we drink!=P Today, life is good to him. Humanda sha bukas. *evil laugh*

I'm happy he's happy. I love you Kuya! *huggie*

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New songs!=P I added five songs to the original list. Although some are not mainstream, they're really good.=P Old school, but good. I pride myself in my choice of music.=P

PS Gaby, our book is going to have to wait. But we will write it. That's a promise.

PPS Tin, yeah. We're leaving. Sorry you had to find out through my blog. I guess I don't have courage enough to tell you in person.

PPPS Ice, I'll miss you too. *mwuah* Pero matagal pa naman yun, so thank God.=P
kitten posted @ 6:41 AM