Last night, I had decided to let go of my N5510 so that I could get myself a better phone. When I say better I mean something more suited to my needs. Believe me, it wasn't easy making that choice, but I guess you just have to do some things, even if you don't want to.

It's a shame, you know. I mean, why can't I just have three phones? I mean, it'd be great to have three phones!=P I could have one for the radio and mp3, one for SMS, MMS and calls and the other one for games. LOL.

Then I realised that if I were to have three phones, it will be too much of an injustice to my phones and other people. See, it's hard managing a number of phones. You have take care of them all and stuff. And it's not just once that you do it. You have to take care of your phones for the rest of, erm, eternity. Mehn. And it's an injustice to other people. Some people don't even eat a proper meal and the money that could have been used to get them food was used to get me another phone. Ugh. It's just so selfish. I refuse to be that kind of person. LOL. It's just not me.

Sigh. I guess that's how it is in this life. It doesn't matter if we're talking about clothes, or food, lovers (ahem, mind you, lovers. LOL.) or phones. Before you can get another one of anything, you have to let go of something else. I mean, sure, you can choose not to let go of your clothes, for example, but sooner or later, that closet's gonna seem a little smaller than you remember and the inevitable would happen. That's just the way it is, and it's sad when you have to get through with it. And just a thought: If it were possible to avoid that situation, it wouldn't be called inevitable.=P

I'm still not ready to let go of my phone. I mean, I have been through so much with it. Do you remember the story about the time I left my phone in a trike I rode and still got it back? I still hear myself sigh with relief whenever I recall that story. I guess I'm really that attached to it, although I shouldn't be.=P

When people said everything comes with a price, I didn't think that this is what they meant.=(

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WARNING: Content may be profane and/or obscene. Parental guidance is not advised.

Yesterday, Cara and I had a blast laughing AT people, and it felt good. Really good. I mean, I was smiling, like, the whole time. Even my brother noticed it. If you wanna know what/who were laughing about, IM me. I think the person we were laughing at deserves a little bit of respect, even if I had already violated the little respect I had for her, I mean, it.=P

Langya, ang saya mang-away ng nang-agaw ng laboomz mo. *evil laugh* Kahit na hindi nila naririnig na inaaway mo sila, ang sarap parin.=P Shitness. You can joke about the way they look or behave, and you wouldn't feel bad for a split second. *evil laugh*

But what's even better than making fun of the girl who stole your man is hearing someone tell you that you're better than the girl. And I know that (Kapal ko talaga. LOL.). It's just good to hear it from someone other than myself. LOL.

Pero naisip ko, poor bitch. Poor, nasty-ass bitch. No one deserves that kind of private humiliation from us. (My friends and I are the worst kind of critics. We're the kind that make people wanna die. LOL. You don't want to get on our nerves. All of us can sting, and together... *evil laugh and lightning sequence*)

Then I get another epiphany: Langya, inagaw niya asawa ko. Dapat lang na awayin namin sha, putek. If she had any decency, any decency at all, she wouldn't have done such thing. The nerve. *rolls eyes*

Yet another epiphany: This is not me. I'm not usually all rude and stuff. I'm usually very nice. I guess I just hate it when people take away the things I love and treat it as if it were theirs from the beginning. And what I hate even more than me being like this is that it's been *counts with fingers* months (God knows how many.) since it happened, and I can still feel some pain. I guess I loved him more than I thought I did. *headdesk*

If you're reading this and you're thinking of stealing somene's man, don't. Don't do it. And take my word for it. And don't make it look like he broke it off with her to be with you. Coz he could break it off with her to be with you, he could break it off anytime with you to be with someone else.

PS Di na ko na sha mahal. Hindi lang talaga ako makapaniwala na may makakagawa sa akin nun. Lalo na siya. I guess I overestimated him.
kitten posted @ 11:50 PM