"Eat, drink and be merry for tomorrow you shall die."

And that's exactly what I shall do. I'll eat and drink and celebrate until I go insane or the sun comes up, whichever comes first, except yung part na "for tomorrow you shall die" kasi gusto ko pang mabuhay because...

Today I got the call from the Office of the Registrar of UP-Manila. The lady called to tell me that *drum roll please* I finally got accepted to their school. *does the dance thing* Uh-huh, uh-huh. I am ever so happy. I'm so happy I'm going to write the conversation we had.

Lady: Ms. Kristina? <--Yung maid kasi ung sumagot, so alam niya na ako na ung sasagot sa phone.

Me: Yes?

Lady:: I'm calling from the Office of the Registrar of UP-Manila.

Me: Uh-huh. <--Kunyari wala lang, pero sa totoo niyan, yung heart ko nagbebeat uber fast sa kaba... As in kung paano ung feeling kapag malakas yung bass ng mga giant speakers, ganun yung feeling.

Lady: Itatanong ko lang po kung okay na sa inyo ung Political Science. <--Erm, lady, are you giving me an option? LOL.

Me: Pol-Sci? Ah, oo. <--Ngek, ang N.R. ko pala. LOL.

Lady: Okay. Pumunta na lang po kayo sa Office of the Registrar ng mga first week of May para kunin yung Notice of Acceptance. <--The word acceptance has never sounded sooo good.

Me: So, I've already been accepted? <--Ang slow ko. Shitness. LOL.

Lady: Yes. Ma'am.

Me: Ah ok. <--Shitness, ang calm ko tlga! LOL. Pero kunyari lang. LOL.

Lady: Okay yun lang po.

Me: Wait! Saan pupunta? Sa Office of the Registrar ng first week of May para kuhain ung Notice of Acceptance? <--Ang slow ko pala kapag masaya. LOL.

Lady: Opo.

Me: Okay. Thank you. Thank you talaga. <--Sobrang saya ko niyan. Pero kunyari hindi. Kunyari wala lang. LOL.

Lady: Thank you din.

Pagkababang-pagkababa ko ay nagtatatalon ako at nagsasasayaw sa tuwa! Shitness. Feeling ko naman ang great ko na! LOL. Pero sa totoo lang, pagkababa ko, nagtatatalon talaga ako habang sumisigaw ng "UP na ako! UP na ako! Woohoo! UP na ako!" . There couldn't possibly be a happier person alive than me...

Grabe, sinubukan nanaman ako ni God. Grabe, after weeks of endless prayers, sleepless nights and whathaveyou, natanggap na rin ako sa UP. I'm so glad because one: may school na ako for college and two: sa UP ako. Grabe, The school of my dreams, literal ha? Grabe, never mind how far we live... Kahit gaano kalayo, papasok ako! Umulan man o bumagyo, papasok ako. Ganun ako kasaya na nakapasa na ako at last sa UP. Shitness. And I now realise how GREAT He is. He actually let me sacrifice Ateneo coz He'll let me go to my dream school with money to spare. Shitness. Words aren't enough, literally aren't enough, to describe how happy I am. Naisip ko tuloy, okay lang na hindi na ako nagconfirm sa Ateneo... Kasi UP na naman ako. Shitness. Kung kanino man ung slot sa UP na nakuha ko, maraming salamat. At sa nakakuha ng slot ko sa ADMU, pagbutihin mo ha?

Shit, my life has meaning again. I haven't been cursing lately, pero sa sobrang saya ko, I have lost all control of it. And I'm so happy I won't be a bum for a year/ sem. And! My life has meaning again. Shitness. And! Hindi na ako palamunin (the term, Kitten. The term. Ew. But right now, I don't care.) dito sa bahay. Feeling ko yung dapat na ipang-papaaral nila sa akin sa Ateneo, panggagastos na lang namin sa iba't ibang pangunahin namin pangangailangan. Shitness. I'm so happy. Literal.

Wow. Soooobrang great ni God. After countless days of near depression, not to mention desperation, He cheers me up with the only thing that can do it. Shitness. I looove God. Sobra. Sabi nga niya, "I will never stop doing good to you."
kitten posted @ 6:59 AM