Sunday, April 24, 2005
Ranting and Raving
Okay, this'll be the only time I'll ask you to leave my blog if you don't wanna get annoyed. I bet some of the readers will probably hate me for saying [writing] the things I'm about to say, but I actually don't care. Of course there's a happy part, but that'll be in the end, and it's not that happy, anyway.
Rant #1
I won't say your name, you know who you are and I'll spare you the humiliation. I'm not that bad. I do have a heart, especially for you.
Anyway, what you said yesterday got me into thinking. Sabi mo kasi "Ako ba kahit kailan naipagmalaki mo na?" Pinagmamalaki naman kita ah, hindi nga lang lagi, pero hindi nun ibig sabihin na hindi ako proud sa'yo. Before that moment, I thought all was well with us, tapos BAM! I found out I was wrong... Pasensha ka na kung hindi kita naipagmamalaki palagi, alam mo naman siguro kung bakit hindi ko iyon ginagawa. Pinagmamalaki naman kita, lalo na sa pamilya ko, the people who shouldn't even hear me talking about you... And in case you're wondering what I say, I tell them that you're smart and funny and very kind, they just happen to miss that side of you most of the time... I shouldn't even be telling you this coz, well, it's none of your business, but I care about how you feel... I really care about how you feel... I hope after we talked things are already better. I just had to put this here.
Wag magfeeling, kung hindi ikaw 'to, wag magfeeling. LOL.
Rant #2
I feel so bad, and I don't even know if I'm supposed to feel bad. Yun lang. kala niyo kung ano, no?
Rant #3
Have you noticed that almost every girl (and I mean every girl) is a Pond's girl? What do I mean when I say Pond's girl? I mean this: maputi, mahaba ang buhok, payat, chinita/mestiza.
Hindi ba nakakainis? Parang pare-pareho na lang ung mga hitsura nung mga babaeng nakakaharap mo? Heck, even their clothes are the same. And to make it worse, yun ung gusto nung mga lalaking makikilala mo. It's as if those men are encouraging the women to be generic. And to make it even worse than it already is, the people, men and women alike, seem to have forgotten what substance is. It occured to me and Gaby (Hi Gaby!=P) that people are completely missing the point of individuality. They have already forgotten that there's more to us that just beauty. If God wanted us to be just pretty, He wouldn't have given us brains at all. But He did, and that should give us something to think about.
Don't think I'm bitter, okay? I'm not, and I'm happy not being all that. I'd rather be different and be myself, than be like everyone else and have a hard time trying to set my self apart from them.
Rave
I did my nails today. I had to remove the lovely green color first, but that's okay. It was ugly and scraped anyway.
Then I got this idea...
When things are pretty we love them so much. And then when time has taken its toll, it'll be ugly and worn, and we have to get rid of it... But that doesn't mean we didn't love it. It just means we have to get on with our lives, but have to leave behind the things that are no longer of any use to us. It's like the saying "Out with the old, in with the new."
I love doing my nails! It always calms me down...
PS Sure, Ice, erm, gothicfury, you can borrow my Sandman, just take good care of it, ayt? I'll probably drop it off there sa house niyo around, Wednesday. Is that okay? Btw, loved your comment. *winkie*
PPS Hi kim! Thanks for saying you like it. Between you and me, I love the blog too.
PPPS CARA!!! Super miss na kita... wala lang. *giggles*
kitten posted @ 12:27 AM