Dalawang araw palang kaming magkasama sa trabaho at ramdam na ramdam ko na ang aking kakulangan. Siguro sa mga darating pang mga araw, lalo ko pa iyong mararamdaman.

Ilalagay ko dito yung mga pag-uusap namin na natatandaan ko.

KITTEN: So. How's Candy?
PHIL: Candy? She's in college.
KITTEN: I know that. But how is she?
PHIL: I don't really know. I've been a little too busy. I called her last night but I guess she was busy too.
KITTEN: Oh, okay. How long have you two been going out again?
PHIL: Six months today.
KITTEN: Six months today? Wow. That's interesting to me.
PHIL: Candance? She's quite a handful.
KITTEN: Don't get started on that. I know you love her. I see it when I look at you.
PHIL: Is that obvious?
KITTEN: Yeah. It is.

...

KITTEN: I'm tired.
PHIL: So am I. Working thirteen hours sucks.
KITTEN: Well, the only reason I got you this gig was because you said you needed the money.
PHIL: I know.
KITTEN: Why do you need the money?
PHIL" *quiet*
KITTEN: Oh, I'm sorry. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I didn't mean to...
PHIL: No, it's okay. I'm here for my brother and sister.
KITTEN: That's interesting. So am I.

...

KITTEN: Are you catching a ride?
PHIL: Yeah. I'm actually headed to an anime convention in Secaucus.
KITTEN: An anime convention? *laughs*
PHIL: I know. I'm a loser.
KITTEN: No. It's not that. I happen to like anime. Do you know Chobits?
PHIL: I do.
KITTEN: *quiet*
PHIL: Since I'm going to an anime convention, I'll see if they have anything from Chobits that I can get you.
KITTEN: Really? That's so sweet. But you don't have to.
PHIL: I know I don't have to. I want to.
KITTEN: *quiet*
PHIL: Well, I gotta go. My ride's here. *extends arms as if to hug me*
KITTEN: Oh, okay. *extends hand as if to shake hands with Phil*
PHIL: *makes a face*
KITTEN: I'm sorry. Do we hug or shake hands or...?
PHIL: Why don't we try both? *does that one-hand hug with hand-shake thing* There you go.
KITTEN: *quiet*
PHIL: Well, I'll see you around.
KITTEN: Yeah. I'll see you around.

...

Naiiyak ako. Ano bang imperfection niya? Ako, I have so many. He seems to have none.

I hate being inferior.

Labels: love, thoughts

kitten posted @ 10:52 PM