Haven't been updating in a while, sorry. Mai has been hanging around the house a lot, which is why I haven't been able to update.

Sea Bright Boro was great. :) There weren't a lot of people, it was quiet and the water was nice. Freezing but nice. I am definitely coming back to that place.

Tomorrow's Phil's first day at the store. I actually want to come in early, see if he's alright and stuff, but... bleh, he's not that important. Or at least I don't want him to think that he is. He's only my ex's boyfriend, after all.

Candy's been great in Rowan, I've heard. I don't doubt that she's having so much fun. *sigh* I just wish I could have seen her before she left...

Mai's been reassigned to the kitchen. Shoot. We're missing one cashier. I don't know how we're going to make it through the weekend. It will be terrible. :( Sometimes the things that Emilee does with little or no thinking prove how big of an idiot she is. We'll see how this goes.

I had second racist experience yesterday. :(

Andun kami ni Mai sa Dunkin Donuts sa Grove Street, kasi hinihintay namin si Kuya Eric. Magpapalibre sana kami ng kape tska croissanwich. Anyway, maliit lang kasi yung Grove Street store so carry out lang lahat, walang upuan. Eh may window dun na may space para umupo so sabi ni Kuya Eric umupo daw kami dun. So umupo ako.

Ngayon, may pumasok na puti, bibili ng kape. Sabi ni Mai bwiset daw yung customer na yun (Mai used to work there kasi). Edi sa isip isip ko, whatever. Nung una, nagrereklamo yung lalaki kasi mag-isa si Kuya Eric sa tindahan. Sabi niya kung di daw makakapaghire ng tao yung may ari ng franchise eh isara na lang daw yung franchise. Edi mejo nainis na ako kasi inaaway niya si Kuya Eric diba, to think speedy ang service ni Kuya Eric.

Kaso, nakita niya na nakaupo ako dun sa may window. (I was in a half lotus.) Tapos sabi niya, God, you're killing the franchise here. I didn't look up. Fuck, I didn't want to look up. Look at that. God. I don't care. Dunkin Donuts is from my country. sabi niya sa kasama niya na ayaw pumasok sa tindahan. Yung kasama niya, di na lang nagsasalita eh. Alam mo yun. Di na lang sumali sa kabalbalan ng putanginang puti na yun.

Right. Dunkin Donuts is from your country. Now what? Up yours asshole. If coffee is the best thing your country has to offer, then you're good for nothing. I was about to start a monologue about how there's no such thing as American because more than half of the population came from somewhere else. I was about to tell him (And on the 4th of July too.) that Americans have no national costume, no national dance, no national food, no national everything, because Americans have no culture of their own. English isn't even their own language. Shit. To be American is to be without identity. Fuck you. Dunkin Donuts may not be from my country, but at least I know what it means to be Filipino.

*sigh* Pag alis nung customer, sabi sa'kin ni Mai, Alam mo na kung bakit siya bwiset?

In my defense, wala siyang pakialam kung gusto ko umupo sa may window. He doesn't own the fucking place. Aaand the manager told me to sit there because we were waiting for him. Aaand even if people aren't supposed to sit on the damn window, my sitting there does not affect him, dammit. It's none of his fucking business what I do, lalo na kasi di naman siya apektado. Eeeh, bahala na.

Grove Street is a nice place because the population's mostly white. But since it's mostly white, they're not exactly very happy about the idea of other races hanging around there. :(

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Sly. Sensual. Guarded. Different somehow. You are The Nymph.

It appears like you're looking for a fling or a casual sexual relationship, but it's not that simple. You're a hungry but also very careful person, and this generates a certain amount of sexual tension within you and in your relationships. In other aspects of life, you get what you want. In relationships, that's not always the case.

It's possible you intimidate potential lovers. Most likely, though, you're a little closed off--therefore mysterious--and, naturally, people find that difficult to get with. Maybe it's just part of your selection process, though. You've been in enough relationships to know to expose yourself slowly.

When you do feel comfortable with someone, though, your torrid sexual appetite will make him very happy. Your cautious nature is also a big asset in a long-term relationship. It might take longer for love to establish itself, but when it does, it's all the stronger.

Take it here.

Can I just say natawa ako sa result? Haha.

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kitten posted @ 8:37 AM