Saturday, April 21, 2007
Happy Puso na Hindi
I wrote this yesterday. I was too tired to blog.
It's that time of the month and everybody has been victimized by my hormone stew. Oh god. (But it's not like some people weren't asking for it.) But before he left the store, he came into the office and gave me a slice of the chocolate mousse cake. He didn't even say anything to me. He just gave it to me and left.
I love knowing that he will always be patient with me, even if I scream at him and punch him and kick him (And I do, sometimes. Can't help it.) or bite his head off.
As the day came to an end, I sat on the floor by the door, and ate the cake he gave me. I couldn't stop myself from thinking that despite everything that went wrong today, he managed to make everything okay with something as simple as a slice of cake (Ah, the perks of working at a bakeshop.). He was the one right thing that happened to me today and, really, all I needed was one.
Thank you for the magic.---------------I haven't been texting or calling Candy. And she hasn't been texting or calling me. Funny thing, I actually miss hearing her voice and secretly texting her while I'm at work.
Did I ever tell you about that time she told me I didn't text her anymore and I told her it was because I'm always at work? You know what she said?
That never stopped you before. Well, yeah.
But things are different now.Hm.
Things are different now.Have you ever heard anything more tragic?
Labels: feelings, love
kitten posted @ 9:36 PM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.
- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.
- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
Draw and paint.
Learn how to play Sudoku.
- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
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