Tuesday, June 06, 2006
loving someone in secret
Loving someone in secret is like drinking poison. If you don't do anything soon, you'll die. But if you do something about it, tomorrow will be another day to do it all over again...*sigh* Just thought I'd write that down. I've been thinking about it and it makes sense.
La lang.Ever had that dream about someone you (used to) love and it seems funny to be even dreaming about them at all? I had one of those dreams recently. Go figure. I rarely get sleep and when I do, I dream of that. Way to go, subconscious. *insert sarcasm here*
It seemed real to me. Or it made enough sense that it could have happened in real life. I dunno. I don't even know why I'm dreaming about that someone when I've not had contact with that person for so long. So long. And then this. *sigh*
I guess you could say that's why I thought of that loving someone in secret thingy. Figured I might still love that person, but only in secret. Haha.
Nakakaloko ang pucha.It's Benjie's birthday today. Think I should call him? I dunno. I want to and I don't want to. Ugh. It's too complicated. I just hope he has a good one.
Yun na lang. I don't have to call him... do I?
Ay ewan. Bahala na si Batman.For you I'd bleed myself dry...-----------------PS Please, lemme know.
Is the blur working when you hover over a link? And is the scrollbar that black thingy with blue pointy things? It doesn't seem to work. Can't figure out why. It works sa preview, and it's supposed to work since wala pa naman akong iniiba. Argh. Kakainis!!!
Labels: feelings, love, me
kitten posted @ 11:39 AM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.Draw and paint.Learn how to play Sudoku.- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
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