Colorblind

by Counting Crows

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am
Taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding
I am
colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am.... fine
I am fine

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So ayan... Obvious bang depressed ako? Well. Kung hindi, depressed ako. Paano, ilang linggo na akong walang tulog... Niloloko nga ako nung mga kamag-anak ko na may nag-iisip daw sa'kin... SA PILIPINAS! Uh, hello? May buhay sila... I'm sure they're doing something more important that thinking about someone far, far away... Eto pa, naputulan na ako ng Globe. Ayan. Karma. Palibhasa, wala talaga akong balak bayaran yung bill. Hindi naman totally wala, kaya lang... mas uunahin ko sana yung pagbili ng bagong cellphone. Napurnada ang mga plano ko. Karma... there is just no other way to describe what has happened. My apologies to the people who are trying to reach me through text... I'm so sorry. My line got cut. But I promise to get it back as soon as possible. :D I'm just looking for the nearest Western Union, para maipadala ko sa tita ko nang mabayran na ang lintik kong bill.

But if there's any reason to celebrate, and I mean this, it's Katharine McPhee's NOT winning the A.I. title. C'mon. Who wants a hippo-witch-ShouldHaveBeenEliminatedYearsAgo for a winner anyway? (I still haven't gotten over the fact that Chris got eliminated and she didn't. And she knows she should have been eliminated. Ugh. Hate her!) Certainly not me... and I read the cards wrong... I thought she would win. Just like I thought there was no way Chris would be eliminated from A.I. For once in my life, I'm glad I was wrong. Anyway, I was dying to see a guy win this time. No offense. I think girls are fabulous musicians. But guys are too! I mean... Most of the people I know (personally and otherwise) who are great, simply fantabulous musicians are guys. They're just... cut-out for it, you know? And more importantly: Let's give the weaker sex a chance to redeem themselves, okay? They're really not that bad. :D

So... everyone here is complaining since Taylor didn't give a goose-bumpy performance when he sang his single, but whattheheck. The guy deserves it. I mean, he's prematurely gray, he's OLD, and he's really not that gorgeous. If something has to go right in his life, it's this. :D *gives Taylor a pat on the back* Thanks for beating that bitch McPhee. :D Chris should have won though. My brother and I had our money on him. :P I dunno. it's just so wrong to see someone else win. It's like... Constantine/Bo Reloaded. :P

*sigh* I want to go home... Pasukan na... Bumabalik nanaman yung voices sa ulo ko saying Whattheheck are you doing here? The people here don't need you! And I know it's true. I mean, sure they have problems - health problems... They're not really worried about poverty or hunger. Or even if they are - which I think they are a little bit - the Philippines is even more so... We have poverty and corruption and ineducation to think about. God sure has a different way of unfolding His plans... Still don't know what I'm doing here... Still don't know how to come home.

One word.




Stuck.
kitten posted @ 11:13 AM