Right now, I'm having coffee. And it's my way of making up for my laziness to make breakfast, and make lunch, and/or to buy something ready to it from the store.

I just started making my resume, for the nth time, and it's very, very frustrating. Maybe if I weren't having coffee right now, I'd be grumpy as hell. LOL. Anyway, I didn't really want to make one, until I realized that I'm not getting any closer to my goal of a job without that resume. Might as well make one.

It is exactly four months before my birthday. Woohoo! I'm excited, I think. So... what do I want for my birthday? I want to go home. Or I could do with a laptop. :D But really, I just want to go home and see my friends. Then again, after I read how my friend feels after she went home and saw our friends, I don't think I want to go home. Sasalingin ko lang ang sarili ko. Instead of allowing me to heal, right? Right. Right? I don't know...

I miss talking to people. Smart people. The only smart person here is my aunt who lives next door to us, and she's busy with her kids, seeing as they're on Easter holiday and all. So, I have resorted to self-talk. I am having heated philosophical discussions with myself. How attractive, *mark sarcasm* I tried talking to Benjie about something profound and you know what he said? You're so smart. I like smart. That isn't really something I want to hear. I mean, sure, I appreaciate that he thinks I'm smart, but c'mon. So... he's not really the kinda guy I'm looking for. (Geez, it took me a month to realize that he's not right for me) To be totally honest, I don't think the kind of person (notice how it's not guy or girl? LOL) I'm looking for is anywhere near me right now. Okay lang... Can't always get what you want.

Nagugutom na ako. Hapunan na dito, pero di pa ako kumakain. Andito ako sa bahay ng tita ko, nagko-computer at umiinom ng kape. Ang sarap ng kape nila eh. :P


PS Kanina, naglakad ako sa Pershing Field para maghanap ng ng eye candy. Sobrang swerte ko at may praktis ang baseball team ng local high school dito. Dameng gwapo. *sigh* I'm satisfied with that. Sana bukas, may praktis ulit sila. LOL.
kitten posted @ 6:46 PM