Monday, October 29, 2007
Haynaku!
Things that I have [re]learned about Jayar thus far:
- He's moved out of Tita's house.
- He now works as a graphic designer
- According to him, he's more mature.
- He now has no problems whatsoever in referring to god or God or GOD, whatever works for you.
- He still loves bavarian creme donuts. Cute, yes?
- He's still a (hardcore) musician but has gone from bassist to vocalist.
Well, exchanging emails with him has done me little good [or too much bad, depends on how you want to look at it. And don't ask me which one I think is more possitive. I'm not about to get into an argument due to the intricacies of the English language.]. But there's no sense pretending like I don't want him to email me or that I don't look forward to his next message. I mean, I email him back, for chrissakes. That means I want to hear from him again, diba? *facepalm*
The main point here is this:
People don't keep in touch just for the sake of keeping in touch. I'm a cynic, I have trust issues, I overthink things... I've heard them all, save it for my first trip to the therapist. I just can't seem to get it out of my head, you know? If I had my way, I'd type up WHAT DO YOU WANT? just to get it over with. Foreplay is only good for sex, people. Tsk, I hate preliminaries.
---------------I wish people would stop compensating for their inadequacies.
---------------When my playlist choice goes from Lo-fi to Emo, you know something's up.
Labels: feelings, nonsense
kitten posted @ 8:41 PM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.Draw and paint.Learn how to play Sudoku.- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
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