Saturday, October 27, 2007
*heavy sigh*
Nagmamadali ako. Kelangan ko na kasi matulog at may pasok pa ako sa trabaho bukas ng super aga. Di naman ako makareklamo kay Nick kasi shempre bago ako... pero ayos lang. Masaya naman sa Hoboken eh.
Minessage ako ng ex ko sa Friendster. Okay. Ang pinaguusapan nating ex ay ang dakilang si Jayar. Potah, nawawala ako sa tama dahil minessage niya ako!!!
Isipin niyo naman, ang tagal-tagal ko na siyang hindi nakakausap. As in totally wala. Kasi, alam mo yun, nag-aaway sila Mimi pag nag-uusap kami so huwag na lang, diba? Tapos di rin maiwasan na mailang kami sa isa't isa kasi, hello, mashadong magulo ang mga pangyayari... at inaamin ko na isa ako sa naging problema.
Anyhoo, nung nakita ko na minessage niya ako, ang first thought sa mind ko ay, BAKIT? Tipong, ANONG KELANGAN NIYA, PERA? Ang sama ko, diba? Pero mahigit kumulang nang dalawang taon ang lumipas mula nang huli ko siyang makasama at makausap ng maayos. Hindi ko maalis sa sarili ko na magtaka.
Nang buksan ko ang message niya, wala namang special. Nangungumusta lang. Hehe. Binati pa nga niya ang picture na nakalagay sa profile ko. So dahil nangungumusta lang siya, lalo akong nagdududa.
Masama na kung masama, pero pagkatapos ko magreply, ang unang-una kong ginawa ay nagpunta ako sa profile niya at tininingnan ang relationship status niya.
SINGLE.
Potah. Laking tuwa ko diba? Kasi ngayong wala na si Mimi sa eksena, magkakausap na kami ulit. Yehey.
Ayun. Wala lang. Sharing.
Naisip ko tuloy... Namiss ko siya.
Copyright infringement na kung copyright infringement, pero eto ang picture niya. Labels: nonsense
kitten posted @ 12:10 AM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.
- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.
- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
Draw and paint.
Learn how to play Sudoku.
- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
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