Saturday, February 24, 2007
The second time around...
Just when I thought Lilo and I could finally work things out, this issue pops up.
Completely out of nowhere.
Okay. I know Mai loves Frank. And I know that Lilo may be a bully at times. But for heaven's sake, that is
none of our business. Lilo and Frank have a relationship that's exclusive to brothers. If Frank has a problem with the way Lilo is treating him, it should come from him and not Mai. What goes on between Frank and Lilo is none of her friggin business.
Hindi naman ako galit nito. Actually, I'm not upset that she's trying to protect the interests of her boyfriend. That's okay. What I can't accept is the fact that she will take measures too drastic and too unbecoming just to "even out" the score.
Honestly, I don't care if she wants to burn down Lilo's house, tear all of his clothes or even kick his ass. But to put him in a situation where he could possibly lose his job, where his professional life and character was compromised, is just too much for me.
Magtutuos kami ni Mai mamaya.---------------Is love sweeter the second time around?Recently, I've found myself having conversations with him that I didn't think I'd ever have with him. My phone's inbox is again filled with messages from him that impressed, touched, and flattered me. My hands get cold, my heart beats faster and I get this unbelievable rush when he's around.
I feel stupid, letting myself get into this spiral again. But for some reason, though I want to get out of this before things spin out of control, I can't. I just can't.
*sigh*
Labels: love, stories
kitten posted @ 11:49 AM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.
- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.
- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
Draw and paint.
Learn how to play Sudoku.
- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
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