Thursday, February 15, 2007
CONVERSE One
Hearts' Day is closing and I'm not sure I spent it the way I wanted it to.
I had plans. I had ideas on what I wanted to do, where I wanted to go and, most importantly, who I wanted to spend it with. As things never go as planned in my world, today was pretty much a detour.
It's 10.46 and all I can think of is how I want to brave the elements and walk up to his building. I want to hold pebbles in my hand and throw them at his window. I'll say I was stupid for letting him go, and I'll tell the world how much I really love him. Then again, it's just the pre-conceived notion of Valentine's Day being a romantic occasion talking. After all, if we really were to celebrate St. Valentine's dear ol' life, we'd all be on our hands and knees praying while some poor bloke gets his head chopped off in sacrifice or whatever.
So yeah, the day is almost over and were it not for Myra buying me a "suprise" Lilo and Stitch Chocolate with Chocolate Fudge cake, this day would have been a total loss. Of course I also have to give credit to friends who, inspite of their own
romantic plans, have taken the time to show me their love, love, love. <3
Today sucked. It's almost a guarantee that tomorrow will be better. :)
---------------I need to be onstage. I miss performing.
The spotlights might not love me, but I love the spotlights. I was born for them.
---------------Can't wait to get paid next week. I'm getting me them Chucks I designed. :)
Kaso nga lang dalawa yun. Eh $60.00 isa. Ngek. Next time na lang yung isa. :)---------------"Broadway is dark tonight
A little weaker than you used to be."from The Goo Goo Dolls'
BroadwayLabels: stories, thoughts
kitten posted @ 12:00 AM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.
- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.
- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
Draw and paint.
Learn how to play Sudoku.
- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
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