Monday, February 19, 2007
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The problem about being part of the management is that sometimes people treat me like I don't have a soul. Customers can buy only $0.99 worth of products and still manage to make me their bitch. And it pisses me off. It really does.
I just experienced being racially discriminated. *skips story* I'm telling you, had I not been on duty when that happened, I swear to God, people in the store would have seen me ablaze.
[When I'm on fire, everybody gets burned. Everybody. Nobody is ever spared. I don't care about innocent blood. Innocent blood my fucking ass. If you were there, you saw it happen, you did nothing, fuck you, you should get burned too.]
...But since I was clocked in, I did what was expected from me and walked away the bigger man. Woman. Woman! Friggin quotes.
Anyway, I know I'm wonderfully submissive but I can't be everybody's bitch. Wait. I can't be anybody's bitch.
I'm telling you, I'm too good for this job.
This day went like hell. By 5pm I was too emotionally drained that I was numb. But when we walked passed each other, OMFG, all of that vanished like *poof!* And Mai, stupid Mai, took my jacket so I couldn't leave the store.
I was begging people to get my jacket from Mai (She was using any and all available body parts to keep me away from the area where she's keeping my jacket hostage.) when Lilo comes up to me and says "Mamaya ka na kasi umuwi."
Kulang na lang talaga magpalak-pakan ang mga tao. OMFG. And Papie Frank was looking at me with super smiling eyes as if to say "Uuuuuy. Kilig." Then Papie Pat goes "Oh. Eh di nadali din ni Lilo." and pats Lilo at the back. OMFG.
I don't know why he came to the store. I know they called him, but he usually just turns people down, kesho matutulog siya, kesho maaga pa ang pasok niya bukas. But I'm glad he came. Lahat ng pagod, lahat ng sakit, lahat ng hirap, nakakalimutan ko kapag nadidiyan siya.
He still has that magic over me. I came home smiling. People on the street must have thought I was crazy, smiling to myself like that.
We're all a little crazy when we're in love, aren't we?
I can feel something different for the first time
Heaven makes sense and all words rhyme
No chance of stopping now, I'm taking it all.
Now I'm caught in the air, it's a good glide
Pass it up, wouldn't dare, what a wild ride
I remember being ready and waiting to fall
Just like I did tonight.
--The chorus from Mae's Ready and Waiting to Fall.
kitten posted @ 10:54 PM
