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Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Meh.

Nag-usap kami nung New Year's Eve. Bedroom voice pa siya nung magkausap kami. Tinatanong ko siya kung gusto niya matulog ulit, sabi niya gising na daw siya.

Sabi niya sa'kin, malungkot daw yung bagong taon. Tinanong ko kung bakit at ang sagot niya sa'kin ay hindi niya daw alam. Tapos sabi niya malungkot din daw yung pasko. Tinanong ko bakit tapos ang sagot niya sa'kin "Kasi diba death anniversary ni Papa?"


I felt so stupid. I knew, of course, that his father died some eleven years ago on Christmas Day. It was the most painful story he ever told me, and he shared it with me the night he came to see my grandma when she died and I wouldn't stop crying. I just feel so guilty that I forgot. And the way he asked me, my god, he expected me to remember and I should have. I don't know why I didn't.

Sorry. :(

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