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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

I wish it were me...

"There are things in oblivion
that do not fade...
Loving is my life...
Every moment with you is worth keeping..."

"The times when we stare at each other's eyes -
Chances you gave me showing that you're nice...
Your hand I always hold,
So soft, smooth, wam yet cold..."

"...it reminds me how close I am to you,
That, somehow, we'll get closer and I won't ever let you go...
I'll be stupid then, if I ever let you do so..."


I cried last night, even if I vowed never to cry because of you again. I am hurting because I know the words above will never be for me, and even if I do know this, my heart is still wants to be loved by you.

I couldn't sleep until the hours of the morning... All I could think of was what you said:
"Ayokong mainlove siya sa'kin. Sasaktan ko lang siya. Ayokong mahulog para sa kaniya. Di ako marunong magmahal. Utak ang ginagamit ko. Gusto ko siya maging kaibigan. Ayoko siya paiyakin..."

Tss. I can't believe you don't realize how what you said only showed how much you already loved the person, and this only hurt me more...

I argued with you, saying that you can't tell your heart to stop loving someone, but you insisted that it was possible, and I gave in... :(

I couldn't help but wish it were me you we're talking about... Then maybe I could tell you that the pain wouldn't matter as long as you love me and I love you... Then maybe I could show you how truly powerful love is... Then maybe I could take away all your doubts about this love... Then... Maybe... Maybe I... Maybe...

Funny how that's all it'll ever be - Maybe....

I told you that maybe you could give yourselves a chance to be together, you and your beloved. Your feelings are mutual after all, and we both knew that. But your mind was made up. A relationship was out of the question.

An intellectual genius is a fool in love. That's what you are. And I am one [though I am not an intellectual genius. :P] for loving you the way I do.

*headdesk* I am such an idiot. An idiot of the worst kind. That is, the kind that can't take a hint. *toot* doesn't want me, I know. But... I want... *sigh*

"Bakit masakit magmahal ng isang kaibigan? Kasi kahit nakakasama mo siya, nakakausap, nakakatawanan, di pa rin maiwasan na kung pag-ibig ang usapan, iba ang binabanggit niyang pangalan..."

kitten posted @ 7:34 PM

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