Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Happy. :)
For some reason I am
happy today. I have been consistently
unhappy that I seem to need a reason for being happy. I guess, when it's time to be happy, it's time to be happy. :)
I feel like a love fool. In the famous lyrics of The Cardigans:
Love me, love me, say that you love me
Fool me, fool me, go on and fool me...
I don't care about anything but you...
*sigh*
I am honestly making a fool out of myself coz there is absolutely no chance that this will be what I hope it'll be, but whattheheck right? It's not everyday that a girl finds someone who deserves her every breath. :)
*sidebar* The words
Good night, moonlight. Mwah. have never felt so good to hear until you said it. And then I shake myself back to reality. This is not what I think it is, is it? I didn't think so...
See? I told you I'm making a fool out of myself.
Today, I
uncelebrate the fourth year of my most memorable walk under the rain... It was the day I fell deeply in love with someone I thought I would spend my
entire life with. But I lost that person, and every bit of hope of getting back together was lost too... It was my fault, I admit... If only I could be given another chance. And maybe, just
maybe, I...
kitten posted @ 9:04 AM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.Draw and paint.Learn how to play Sudoku.- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
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