6.18am

I woke up a little too early considering the fact that my classes don't start til 1.30pm. I'm still a bit sleepy but I decided to shake it off with what I consider to be my exercise - blogging. LOL.

I tried getting back to sleep but I can't coz I had this very bad dream. Unfortunately, I'm one of those people who forget their dreams the moment they wake up. All I know is it's so bad I can't and don't want to go back to sleep.

-=Change topic=-
I was thinking about my dream of becoming a politician while I was speaking to a friend yesterday I realised this: Having a major in Political Science is not the way I want to do it.

Don't get me wrong. It seems very fun, but I feel that my strengths as a person and student will not be used in this course. And whenever I look at the list of subjects that I'll be taking in our course, I feel sad coz I want to see subjects that are... but... sigh. I don't know. I feel that my heart is not in this course. [Naku po, ngayon pa ako nagdalawang isip. Sana nagdalawang isip na lang ako nung tinanong ako nung lady na tumawag dito from UP na tinatanong ako kung okay na yung PolSci. Sigh.] Don't ask me where my heart is. I don't think I can tell you. Seems the only thing I like about this course is that I'll be taking 14 units of Economics, which ain't half bad. Kamusta na kaya yung mga friends ko sa ibang UP?

7.00am

I'm upset, but I don't really know why. Then again, I think I do. I just don't want to have to write it down and admit it.
kitten posted @ 7:13 PM