Saturday, July 02, 2005
What is this I'm feeling? I just can't explain...
I am the number one evader of questions. God,
nagagalit na ang best friend
ko dahil iwas ako ng iwas sa pagsagot ng mga tanong niya. Nasermonan pa tuloy ako. :P
Whoohoo, palibhasa kasi ay buo na ang loob niya na mahal niya yung nililigawan niya. Suntukin ko sha jan eh. LOL.
I don't think I'm ready to answer whether I like or love *toot*. I mean, it's not like, you know, anything'll happen if I decide. We are just friends, after all.
Langya, ang sakit sakit marinig nun. Pero totoo kasi eh... Bad trip.
But my best friend was right when she said that I should decide so that my feelings won't be squiggly lines but straight, defined lines. In short, she wants me to know exactly where this is going. She said that I have already lost so much for this [She's right, btw]. I better figure out whether it's worth it and, if it's not, turn around while I still can. *sigh*
change topicAlam na ata niya eh. Shit.
Wala na akong dignidad... :( *prays* Please Lord,
wag naman...
Shout-outs:
Rio: I miss you too! *huggie* Hope you're enjoying life in UST. :)
Ia: I trust you, honey. Don't go telling people about *toot*, okay? Things are already bad enough as they are.
Alam na ata niya eh. Tragis yan.
Nolan: Chill? Freeze
na lang. :P I'm about to throw a BF! Alam na niya! Alam na niya, pero ako at si Doms lang ang nagsabi. :)
kitten posted @ 10:46 PM
Randoms things about me
I'm Kitten :)
I get a year older every 17th of August. I am a Leo, and I carry all traits associated with that zodiac.
Right now, I'm twenty years old and I'm loving it. They say we're only as young as we feel. I feel like I'm five.
I would never leave the house without my Zen and my E2. The latter connects me to the world; the former takes me away from it.
If I were to choose a word to describe my life, that word would be
crazy.
I am in love with the stars. I am in love with the rain.
I am a Rutgers University student, and I want to graduate with an English degree. An English-Psych double major would be nice. An English-TCert would be even better.
I want to be a teacher. I want to be writer. I want to be both.
I thrive on indie and emo. Mae, The Spill Canvas, Copeland and Daphne Loves Derby - these are the guys that I listen to. I listen to other bands here and there, but mostly those are the bands I follow. That being said, I'm a mainstream moron.
There's no feeling more lovely than being carried away. People don't usually think of me as somebody spontaneous, but I like being swept away as much as the next girl.
I fall in love easily, but it is really hard for me to fall out. Really hard.
I am very fragile.
I am tolerant of almost everything except one thing: intolerance.
I am an extensive reader. I thirst only for meaning, nothing else.
I love my friends <3
I am extremely spiritual but not religious.
Things I want to do in my life time
Get a job.
- Save up enough money to go back home -
wherever that is if I ever had one before I'm 40.
- Write a book.
- Sing for a Disney movie.
- Buy a house on top of a hill.
- Go bunjee jumping.
Travel halfway around the world.
- See Italy.
Find the one person who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
Draw and paint.
Learn how to play Sudoku.
- Volunteer for American/Philippine Red Cross or UNHCR.
Quit smoking.
Kitten recommends:
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery's The Little Prince
- Trina Paulus' Hope for the Flowers
- Paulo Coehlo's Eleven Minutes
- Leo Tolstoy's The Death of Ivan Ilych and Other Stories
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- J.D. Salinger's Catcher in the Rye
- Neil Gaiman's American Gods
- Anne Rice's Beauty's Release
- Leopold von Sacher-Masoch's Venus in Furs
- Douglas F. Hofstadter's Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid
- Leonard Mlodinow's Feynman's Rainbow: A Search for Beauty in Physics and in Life
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