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Thursday, February 09, 2006

I'm upset.

Let me just say that after two days of not even getting past sleep stage 1, I have finally gotten the best sleep I've had ever. Langya, naniginip pa nga ako eh! (Stig. Naka-abot pa ako ng REM. *sigh* Ang sarap talaga ng tulog ko.)

Before I went to bed I was doubtful that I'd be able to get some sleep. After all, if I can make it through two days without sleeping, I figured one night won't make such a big diff. But my friend made me promise to get some sleep as soon as I could. I guess that's why when I lay myself in my bed, even if my mind was active, I heard this voice saying You promised you'd get sleep. You ought to at least try. So, ayon. I got the sleep I needed.

To be totally honest my body was already malfunctioning last night. I was talking to a couple of people in ym and I was in typo-galore. My body really needed to rest. I'm glad it already has. :)

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Okay, so. Naiinis ako sa'yo. Sige na, tatay na kita. Pero naman. Pakigalang naman yung kakaunting privacy na meron ako.

Hindi naman siguro mahirap yung hinihingi ko eh. Ang hinihingi ko lang ay wag kang mangialam ng gamit ko. Isipin mong mahanap mo yung lighter na pinakatatago-tago ko? E, jusko, nasa pinakasuluk-sulukan yun ng kwarto ko! Ibig sabihin, naghalungkat ka talaga. Mahiya ka naman sa balat mo.

E ano naman kung may lighter ako? Gusto ko ng lighter eh. I like flames.Ang banat mo sa'kin:

Naninigarilyo ka pa siguro.

Anak ng! Pinagmamalaki ko nga na as of today ay 43 days na akong nicotine free!

43!!!

Tapos babanatan mo ako na naninigarilyo na ulit ako. Tsk.

At may pahabol pa:

If you're telling me you just like lighters, you're not making any sense.

Well, father, let me ask you: Who made you the expert on sense? Fine. You wanna talk sense? Let's talk sense!!!

You're dragging us, your family, half-way across the globe to what you may call greener pastures. We're leaving everything we have established here for a life there that doesn't even exist.

This is sensible to you? Shit. Yun na lang. Shit.

Pero nung nagsasasalita ka sa'kin (habang nagluluto ako ng leche flan) tahimik lang ako. Tahimik na nagngingitngit. Tahimik na nagagalit. Tahimik na nag-iisip: The moment I'm allowed to leave this family, the moment I can keep myself alive (whichever comes first) that'll be the last they see of me. There's no room in this house for someone like me.

kitten posted @ 6:11 AM

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